Last Day in Melaka.

Finally second day of CNY can WASH HAIR !!! Woke up damn early so that all of us won’t miss this :

Grandma’s birthday !! ^^

My lovely grandma and granddad … Tsu Chung remember them ? haha

Choc Cheese Cake nice !

Then, dinner is BBQ family party which more family roots outside us came and visit Chaos o.o more people, and fustrated my cat went missing again ! But still I found him underneath some car which is not easy to find him in the dark.

Told you he is part of the family, He joined us enjoy the cool breezy air of Melaka ^^

Then set off our journey, head back to Kuala Lumpur …

Happy Chinese New Year ^^

Today is the actual date of CNY, I wore this pink outfit to visit my relatives and so as well collecting “Angpaos”… Well after the visiting, all of my cousins went back to their in-laws and will only come back most probably after having dinner there …   After dinner , three of us which is my 2 younger sister and me entertained my granddad by playing mahjong with him. Well, lucky for him he won all our money, unlucky for us haha, As long as that old guy is happy everything is worth for his smile right ^^

Happy Reunion dinner ^^

Tonight is a big day ! Reunion dinner !! Delicious food !! But still few hours before the preparations, dad, me, aunt, and sis went to a nearby shopping centre to but somore stuff, in the end i bought more clothes again at Padini’s. >.< What to do 70% off wor … hand got itch $.$ …. hahaha … And on the way back I took a few pictures of myself. And this two is my best ones (for me).

Then again, when I reached home, the kitchen was in a chaos so all children went to the playground just outside our house. And I brought my guitar along too… Entertained my cousins with “ Mission Impossible “ front part only thanks to Mah Ming Kit I knew how to play. And “More Than Words” “Lagrima” “Romance” “Marriage D’amour” loads more i think “When You Say Nothing At All”

Then, my dad came out shouting at us saying “DINNER IS READY” and guess what of course all of us rush back la ha ha . And I took a few pictures of the food been served … Those pictures made me hungry while posting it. My grandma is the great cook there ha ha.

This is only half the table, for children’s side. Adult is also the same on the other side.

Can see its linked right till the end .. a long reunion dinner table . And forgot to tell you, that my grandparents have 5 children, one of my aunt, her husband along woth 3 children migrated to New Zealand so left 4 children. And my last aunt was not married. So left my eldest uncle, my dad and last uncle. Each of them have 3 children. All of us stayed in the same house. Plus 2 more maids, and my grandparent’s house isn’t that big. And only have a toilet and a bathroom. So counted there are 20 people stayed in the house plus my cat (grandma gave him angpao and said why not because he is my son’s youngest son and the youngest among our Chan family I was like lol like that also can ??) I felt so warm that our family is so close to each other crowded in a small house, I don’t mind waiting one hour for my turn to use the bathroom ^^ And eh sorry continue with my dinner …

This is home made shark fin soup.

Picture of me and my cousin ^^

Third Week Of School.

Whoa !! Add math can kill me !! During add math class, the teacher it’s like talking to the board … then workings for one questions used up half the board. And most of our facial expression goes like (0 o 0) ! ! Confirm die if I didn’t do anything … I thought, Must really re-do all his questions and copy his workings step by step and find out why is it like this and that … (well that works for me though) …. Anyways …. lots of homework's besides that for example 2 more moral essay which must more than 250 words have to pass up by tomorrow, and BLOODY thanks to Sook Fong’s help , she didn’t bring to pass up karangan today, so all of us “receive” our punishment by adding one more karangan in our homework list and bloody hell have to pass up by tomorrow also !! Make sure everyone pass up if not, how many didn’t pass up, then add how many more karangan !! I’m seriously going to kill those that didn’t pass up! I’m already so darn busy for the COMING Chinese New Year Preparations …. !!!! Cookies and so on !!! @#%$%&$%&#% “Urgh !!!

And as for my darling cookies, I bought them to school , well according to my friends they tasted really good, and Shocking , Tze Jian was addicted to it and wanting to buy from me if I make for him … well I'll reconsider but absolutely not before Chinese New Year no time for your cookies :P . Here are a few of my darling cookies chocolate chips and pineapple tarts. Who wants the recipes can ask me ^^

 

P.S Can’t wait to wear my new clothes ^^ hehe ….

First day in 4@7 .

Well, I was kinda late already so went in straight and line up for class 4@7. Then Puan Yong gave a speech to call out out those students who applied to be exchanged. At first, I was quite certain that I’ll definitely get exchange. But then still waited for her to read out those names that was approved.  Names were called, people cheered and hug around … then I heard his name felt relieved , I’m happy for him to be there instead of me. Then something pulled me back ! Wait, what about me? Where is my name? She didn’t mention my name ! I was freaking out ! I can’t wait to ask her straight from where she is on  the stage, but I still waited until the very lass class. Then, I walked towards her ( I was already in front of the stage) I asked can you check my name again , 4@7 Chan Jo Lynn please. Thank god it was there, It wasn’t my fault, the others didn’t hear my name too !! Went crazy during physical education class … I ran my lungs off away from my pressure , leaving them behind and never again catch me up … then i checked my pulse, after the run, my heart beat 105 times in 10 seconds … wow crazy … other students was like 65, 70, 80 … haha ! And , thank you to “my friends” I get picked to be Ketua Keceriaan AGAIN this year. =.=”

Good bye 4A9, Hello 4A7

Tears filling my eyes and everything turns out blur in front of me. On the way to school in the car, and i tried hard to hold my tears and telling my friends my pathetic news. Once i step into the school gates, I my legs felt numb and heavy, taking me ages to finish the path until the place where we gathered. I was walking blindly around to find Tsu Chung for the exchange thing. Then I felt a warm hand tapping on my shoulders, It was Lydia. I wanted to tell her how lost am I, but I didn’t utter a word and tears that I hold back came down flowing non-stop from my eyes until i remind myself “I’m in school, cut it out” then only I calmed down and told Lydia “ I feel like I wanna die” I felt my legs shaking , hardly even can stand. Throughout the night, I’ve decided , I will not be shakey anymore. This is what i choose and I will not regret. BUT, when i enter the office, I saw him with other student to get exchange, a guy from my class too. I was like what's wrong with you? I thought we talked through it yesterday? Why like this? I’m so ready to get exchanged, why ? I’m sorry i came late, i pissed you off, but who else i can find to get my place exchange? You think i want to exchange i wanted so ? I have problem I'm having that you don’t know , how can you just pull it of like this? Thank god, there are students from his class wanted to change as well, so we went and see Pn. Yong, for bloody 2 period i skipped my Biology class and wasted my mom’s time because of not checking properly that she had classes. Well, we checked her schedule, but that was changed, and she didn’t have time to update the new one. So , finally, after 2 period, we saw her, get my mom and my signature sign done. But we can’t straight away change, but only tomorrow. By means, tomorrow, I’ll be entering class 4A7 and my other friend will straight enter 4A9. That class is fun and i meet a new friend there who was transferred from Kuantan. She’s kind of pretty seriously nice brown hair and and she so so fair !!! So many guys asking her hand phone number >.< haha !! Well come to KL, AND friendly class hahah !!

Path B

I’ve never let go a thing like today , i give up Science Stream …. hahaha what is wrong with me???? !!! hahaha My tears kept flowing down non-stop !!! hahaha give up something that is so important to me … I have no other choice  i have to give up something so so mportant to me it like i’m getting a divorce or breakup with my boy friend ??? hahhaa this is a bit too big isn’t it hahah ,,,, well i hope my he who exchanged class with me will represent me in science class and make sure his friends don’t hate him and i hope he really changed his attitude by seriously looking forward to study , and not wasting this opportunity. I’m getting crazy, talking like grandma who is like going to die or something hahaha, I’m gonna be hopefully going to that class straight in tomorrow hahaha …. 

Tonight I Wanna Cry – Keith Urban

Don’t get it wrong, I’m not in a sad mood or something, I just like this song. Well , I won’t cry when I listen to this song, but I think I will if I continue listening to it ha ha ha  ….

Here is the lyrics :

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
[Chorus:]
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
[Repeat chorus twice]

Tonight I wanna cry - Keith Urban

2009

I didn’t blog lately, or maybe don’t dare to blog about it. PMR results are out I get 3As and 4Bs. The As were Science, Math and English. And people kept saying that I did my best I could. But somehow, I felt guilty to those who’ve said “ You did your best”  … I felt nothing through these words , just  E.M.P.T.Y.

And today, my name is in the list of names in Science class. Classes with Biology. Chemist, Physics, History , English, Add math , Modern math, Bahasa Malaysia, Moral and Sivik. Heavy subjects …. for the next two years …. very heavy …. I might reconsider I  to go Technology and Vocational which has IT class , Accounts and other normal ones. I have one week time to change the future of my life.

F.U.T.U.R.E.