I Had Nothing To Say ... But Only Touched By Simple Words

Bright In The Heart. :Nothing Is Impossible:

"Everything just got out of hand. I was betrayed, back stabbed and used. Goddamn it! I sacrificed so much for her. I changed for her, I wasted my precious time that I could have used to play my Initial D game looking for that RM200+ limited edition Death note book, I went through all sorts of verbal abuse from my dumb classmate, tolerating her so that I won't hit her and give myself a bad impression.
I could have even sacrificed my life for her. But she just told me off like that. Now it feels as if my world was just crumbled to pieces, inconsolable. As I write this, I couldn't hold back my tears, it just burst out. Nothing can save me now, I'm just inconsolable. I took so much time and cared for her, but now everything I did just went into thin air in a blink of an eye.
Her friends said I'm stupid to go after her, but I couldn't care much for I really loved her. I would not even have spent so much on a birthday present for someone, not even my parents or relative, but because I loved her, I did just that. Gone, everything gone just like that."

With these words written to me ,
nothing can I say,
I can't face you,
For I'm blind.
Release the great pressure in you,
I'll accept any challenge from you .
I can say nothing but thank you I'm touch ,
Sorry for being as cold as ice ...,
Thank you for the Ice,
In the deep ocean has begun to melt.
Thank you for everything.

I FAILED My Math ...

Arhh .... Lots of things happened to day .... My head ... T.- AND i did something really wrong to someone , i hurt him badly.
Science teacher came in to our class , so i asked her for my results ,i didn't get A . Yen Ney did. What is going on , everything seems didn't turn out what i'd wished .
Something wrong is with my head.
My Math results turned out badly . Bhg A 29/37 , Bhg B 28/60 ....
I can't believe what i've done .... Damn Heart sick .... Even Yin San get higher marks then i do.
I really can't face my mum , because i've promised her to get an A for both of these subjects if I still wanna continue having tuition ....
That tuition really helps me alot ... my Science from D to A (last year) , Math C-A ....
But now .... ??? ....
I can't imagine what will happen when my mum finds out .... I hope that she would forgive me for being too confident ...

"Mum , Dad , I'm really sorry that i failed to do my best , I hope youguys will not stop me from having tuition . I'll put in more effort in my second term. In The Mean While I Found This Song Makes Me Relax Time To Say Good Bye by Sarah Brightman & Andrea Bocelli. "

Sunday, March 9, 2008

NEWS

Exam week !!

Today around 7pm NTV7 , there are commotions within an area . So i was thinking that this might be happened in other country . Police - fireman - spray water - rough people - throw rocks - spred chemical . Everyone in my family sat down quietly in the hall listening to the news. Then , there was a grouphead officer explained what that causes that situation and actions . Then he was talking in malay ... I was shocked to hear that it happened in Malaysia on a Voting Day ... Then rumors - etc...

8pm- We headed to a malay restaurant for dinner which is located near to my housing area .

Then my dad brooght us all for jalan-jalan . The night was windy and cooling , my dad wind down the car roof and my sisters enjoyed the air blowing to her face . Strong wind though. I took her picture relaxing.

( I'm so shy to take pictures )

Friday, March 7, 2008

Blogging

Once In A Life Time - Treasure Moments
Today is my 1st day of blogging . Influence by surroundings ///LOL///
I was thinking why blogging ? What is it for ? Anyway i'm not sure either. I'm not good at pictures , edditing profiles or ideas to make it interesting . People say blogging can express their feelings to share , to understand , desperate to ... But there is someone will be happy "very" to see me around .... who would it be ? ^^ Oh well only my schoolmates know . Give you tips -Guy -same school-interested in cars - I think you get the point here . "Do not laugh" Ahem tomorrow is his birthday...

(This picture was taken in Melaka while visiting my Dad's friend house . It caught my sight because it is special , it was not grew in the way normal cactus should be)

End of 7th March.