To all SPM Candidates

I dedicate this song to you guys so that It’ll change your  mood in to a more confident one. Hope you all like it ok. WISH YA ALL  THE BEST.

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The Mines Shopping Centre, Book Fair

Never go shopping alone, sucks. Went back home early from school, believe it or not, I brought mah-jong cards to school. Of course the original tiles are more fun to play with. Then went The mines because there is a Chinese book fair going on.  Eventually, I visited a IT shop because I’ve been wanting to buy a headphone and a earphone. In the end i bought a Sony earphone and got discount too !! From RM 39 to RM 30 happy happy ^^

Oh I didn’t buy any book since everything there was in Chinese =.=

Farewell to myself.

I lost my soul,

My mind …

My freedom today …

After telling her my exam results …

She even asked me to write a later to quit my society club.

I’m lost of what to do now …

What should I do …

Hmm … What A Day ?

Today is the last day of school for Form 5 and Form 3, wherelse Form 4 ends on 20th of November (next Friday) And Yes I’ll be attending school everyday. How pathetic ==. Packed my clothes, shirts, perfume , camera and I actually wanted to bring my laptop. But my parents don’t allow XP. No teachers entered our class during the period before recess, I guess those Form 5 were having their farewell parties and so on. While the Form 4 and Form 3 helped the other teachers in the office to shift their tables according to Puan Hajah Ramah our new headmaster’s idea.

We were that bored

 

Hahaha C.W.S jadi orang O.K.U

 

Then we gotta move to 5a4 because our block were needed to arrange the tables for SPM participants . And I met Amy, Yuen Ling and Sin May.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And later on, Shee Ping entered the class.

 

 

 

 

Then, about 1.00pm Puan Tuan Norhayati and me droveto JPWP Kuala Lumpur to register our names for the course we’re gonna attend to In Empress Hotel, Sepang, Selangor.

 

 

 

 

 

Then we moved out from that place by the bus they provided.

 

 

Don’t know how long later, I slept. This is Empress Hotel

 

There were so many teachers and students from other schools around KL. A very long queue to register our hotel room. Oh yeah, Teachers and students slept in a different room. 2 teachers per room, 4 students per room, with each room having only 2 separate beds.

 

 

 

My room wasn’t ready yet, so That fella there told us students to go up straight to 12th floor for the course. The title is Khusus Pengurusan Kedai Koperasi Sekolah. But this was just an opening speech.

 

Not long after, I went up to my room and met my room mates ^^ I get another 3 new friends.

 

 

 

 

From left to right, Meet Lee Yee Shan from St. Mary, Yoong Suet Teng from … sry can’t remember and Ong Aie Kit also can’t remember from which school. We’re  in the same age.

 

The Malay girl is from next door. Something happened HAHAHA.

 

After dinner, we continue the course at 11th floor. With Mr Roslin (i think) it was never bored, Infact I learnt Loads of things about other school’s koperasi. Damn Cun.

 

 

It ends around 10.30. Then we went up to our room, manage to catch a movie on NTV 7 then slept at around 12.20 am.

Cat

I send my Cat to the vet because his mouth was swollen since last week until today I saw a wound there (very serious), need surgery = cost RM 200 plus 3-5 days of hospitalization = 3-5 days of good night sleep. Take care Tiger, eat all you can with the high class food which is provided there. Best regards from the Chan family ya ^^

*so evil*

*Thats one good thing to leave him there, if not, I bet the wound will get worse. Thus the price will also increase.

Pic period, Exam + Pressure + Overly Emotional

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This is another beautiful song I found recently after watching Beethoven Virus. It comes with a male voice too. Just could help think about my problems or review the sad scene in the movie. There were several times … I eventually cried haha. Enjoy. Oh yeah, the lyrics are beautiful too.

들리나요... Can you hear me...

Translations
Even though it hurts but a little, tears form
My heart screams out
If I pass in front of you, beside you
You were my whole world
I want only you
But I can't breathe when I'm in front of you
As if you weren't my destiny
As if this was just a fleeting moment
Next to you, who just let me go so easily
I go closer to you step by step
Although I cannot move at all
You make me restless, you make me cry
Like a fool, like a child
I want to just laugh it off instead
The closer I get to you
Although I get more scared
I guess I cannot stop this love
Why is it just my love that is late
Why is it just my love that is hard
Although I'm right in front of you, although I'm right beside you
You were my whole world
I see only you
But when when I'm in front of you, I always look away
As if you were my very last
As if it were my very last moment
Next to you, who just let me go so easily
I go closer to you again step by step
Although I cannot move at all
You make me restless, you make me cry
Like a fool, like a child
I want to just laugh it off instead
The closer I get to you
Although I get more scared
I guess I cannot stop this love
If even from a long distance
I could look upon you
That's what you call love
If perhaps this yearning, this longing
When it sounds, when it touches
Please just act like you didn't know
Although the closer I get to you, the more scared I get
I guess I cannot stop this love

p.s I think Korean words are something just wanna paste it.

Korean Lyrics

조금만 아파도 눈물나요
가슴이 소리쳐요
그대 앞을 그대 곁을 지나면
온통 세상이 그대인데
그대만 그리는데
그대 앞에선 숨을 죽여요
내게 그대가 인연이 아닌 것처럼
그저 스치는 순간인 것처럼
쉽게 날 지나치는 그대 곁에
또 다가가 한 걸음조차
채 뗄 수 없을지라도
서성이게 해 눈물짓게 해..
바보처럼 아이처럼
차라리 그냥 웃어버려
점점 다가 설수록
자꾸 겁이 나지만
이 사랑은 멈출 수가 없나봐
왜 내 사랑만 더딘거죠
내 사랑만 힘들죠
그대 앞에 그대 곁에 있어도
온통 세상이 그대인데
그대만 보이는데
그대 앞에선 난 먼 곳만 봐요
내게 그대가 꼭 마지막 인 것처럼
내게 마지막 순간인 것처럼
쉽게 날 지나치는 그대 곁에
또 다가가 한걸음 조차
채 뗄 수 없을지라도
서성이게 해 눈물짓게 해
바보처럼 아이처럼 차라리 그냥 웃어버려
점점 다가 설수록 자꾸 겁이 나지만
이 사랑은 멈출 수가 없나봐
먼 발치서 나 잠시라도
그대 바라볼 수 있어도
그게 사랑이죠
혹시 이 기다림이 이 그리움이
닿을 때면 들릴 때면
차라리 모른 척 해줘요
그대에게 갈수록 자꾸 겁이 나지만
이 사랑은 멈출 수가 없네요

If Only…

If only I can do that ha ! The weather nowadays has gone crazy, Its night time now, and its bloody boiling 29 degree Celsius in my room =.= I think i just screwed Add Math test today. I’ve got this itchy feeling growing in my head since - headache, can’t sleep, numb, sad, confused, alone, and even lost ~ Oh Lord ~

 

First Paper

8th … Ekonomy exam for both Paper 1 and Paper 2.

Came back from school, ate lunch then did this to my old old camera haha the LCD screen cracked. Thats why, but I still don’t wanna throw it away, no idea why though.

 

 

   

 

  

  

Then,

I fixed it back to its original form,

leaving no scratch,

just like how it use to be.