李佳薇—煎熬

 

 

 

Testing !

New (Minor) Update <3

Day 1 Accident. 2/2/2012

Relaxing listening enjoying my playlist in the car makes me so comfortable. I didn't speed. Just moving around 40-80 due to the heavy traffic. Didn't rush or what.

Yay, reaching home ^^ can online and continue plan for Jeremy's birthday dy hehe.

Why is that women taking so slow to cross haih >.< nvm la If I were her I saw the situation also dont dare to cross. Take your time women !

>_< she's really taking her time lol. 15 minutes dy leh ~
Lol that uncle from opposite so daring put out his hands out force him self out lol.

Yay finally Kia stop for the lady and me to cross :) God bless him. The lady went over, so did I XD.

Taking my time to cross didn't really accelerate .....

Very safe very safe ^^ can cross XD There is no car, but the bike so far away he will stop right ? Don't care la :)

Let's go home <3 XD

"BANG&@$@/&;"

Motorbike crush on my left, the motorist flew to my right I didn't break. I drove in stop there. Saw his head in the drain.

" Pause "

" heartbeat "
"Awful silents "

My thoughts :
Omg !!! His head ~
Someone please help !
Help me !
Help that guy !
Please !
A guy appeared, more people appeared. They pulled him out.
I quickly went back to the car called 999 for ambulance.
Then called my mom.

She came , she told me to off my car and lock. I went in an Indian guy shouted at me and pulled me out from the car shouting I should be right there !

I tried to explain to him but I can't say anything.

Hands shaking ...
More and more people around,
3 police car, an ambulance came. Medics came down.
The motorist was conscious. No blood. He moved his fingers and feet all functioning.

He went off with the ambulance.
Insurance guy very irritating he wanted to help he said he can help clear the situation. Talking to my mom I don't understand I don't understand.....

The wife came, my god, how can I explain to his wife.
"I'm the driver ! I'm the driver please forgive me I don't know what happened he appeared suddenly ! "

She went off with her friends to the hospital.

Hands shaking, should I call shun kit ??

No no he is driving and most probably coming back. His driving skills are worst then me later he will speed and more accident might happened. Call Kenny.
All my mind. Call Kenny call Kenny call Kenny.

Finally I tell my mom, ma, let's call Kenny to get us to the police station ok?

But instead when Kenny came over mom went back to get a bottle of water for me. Mom went off.
I don't know what happened. I just stood there staring at the incident. And I cried ...
I couldn't help it ... I cried ...

Kenny fetch both me and mom to police station. Dad came. Kenny went back. Made police report, gave my statement. All ends around 930.

Dinner. Jeremy sent over a message saying he will pray for the motorist until he was out from ICU. I was happy. I was calmed. I had a peace of mind.

Bath.
Skype called.
Sleep.

"The police siren, the noise from the ambulance ... I was half way awake through my sleep."

A Story on September 18.

Today is my ex classmate’s birthday. Dear Yen Ney, thanks for your birth, that my moments in form 3 is not boring, and good to hear your love stories as well. Always always smile, for when there are hardships, don’t hesitate to call me to cry out loud like how you use to do in those days of course, I wouldn’t hope those sad days will come by in the future though  

I went to Kuchai early so that I won’t catch your birthday party late my girl haha. But I suppose I was way to early :/, called you up, you were in the salon. Weng Yee went to somewhere I guess. Min Yang was the second earliest > < Why he come so early anyway he was so nearby in OUG lol. So camwhored in the salon while waiting for Yen Ney’s hairdo

 

“SMILE” 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Look how pretty we have grown up One year made plenty of changes. Even a human’s mindset and thinking. Never underestimate your needs and greediness in life. It will kill you in a second, and you may regret it for life.

 

 

 

Pancakes for My Fellow Coursemates :)

 

Well I haven been online in skype for TWO FREAKING DAYS and I almost can’t bare the quietness seriously I missed the skype message alert sound and on line and offline friend list !

I didn’t go online because of:

1) I was doing my RMDS assignment.

2) I was frying pancakes   

 

Enjoy the pictures !

 

A Letter to its Receiver ~

 

Dear Receiver,

She is an independent girl who outshines herself, and helps to shine others.

She can create happiness herself, and shines out by herself.

Friends who are not close, she will help shine them, and lend her happiness to them as an asset for being happy.

However, close friend where she thinks its time for you to outshine himself. She wants you to be on a level like her position to shine others.

She wants her close friend, to shine out of his own reasons.

She wants her close friend, to find out his own motivation.

She wants her close friend, to able to make himself smile.

She wants her close friend to have his own independent ability.

She selfishly thinks, that its time for her close friend to cut ties from her suppleness of her happiness to him. But to build his own.

She wants him to be in a stage like herself that, without her as the source of motivation, happiness, positivity, shininess, and to smile.

She prefers a companion that has a strong will, to overcome and to control his own motivation, happiness and his strength.

She wishes her close friend to have this ability so that she could lend the shine, motivation to smile.

And so once awhile, she don’t want to be the subject to be relied on. She wants to rely on someone else.

However, the first time …. Failed …

The second time …. Also failed in a sad way

She is still searching for an individual who can shine from himself, stronger then hers.

Definitely, individuals who gives up after failing first attempt will definitely crush her heart and trust to the deepest core, as she truly wishes that you do not give up just because of first try. Or the outcome he gets.

 

Negative can be attracted to positive ;

Then of course, positive and positive will be on the same level.

However POSITIVE will never be ATTRACTED to Negative.

 

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If you can’t even make yourself happy, How can you make others happy ?

 

For now, build your own base for motivation, happiness and to smile. Set your priority as the highest for this 3. Then only start to care others. ;)

 

 

 

Love ,

Lots of love <3 ~

 

Memory Fragments ~ Random ~

When I was taking these pictures,
I'm thinking that ...
I should capture what my eyes could see,
And then share these colourful pictures ...
Afraid that one day ... My eyes couldn't see these beautiful shots anymore,
It could really make me cry.

Currently listening to Missing You - FT Island in ITA Lecture.

The music sound wave which blasted the music into my eardrums, it's indescribable...

It’s a Personality Test in Chinese Though … > <

 

 

Title [  Whats Your First Impression Towards Other People ]

 

 

 

Please Click Into my Facebook link  Jo Lynn Chan 

11/11/11 ...

But for now ...
He doesn't love me ...
:)

Today .... 9 November 2011

今天回来过后，我真的不想开车。
为什么爸爸非要我驾驶呢。
情绪很奇怪呢。
驾驶时，可以专心吗？
5 条人命在我手中呢 ....