To My Outmost Special Friend :)

This post is dedicated to you.

Dear friend,

I’m very very happy to see that watch wasn’t showing at 8.15 anymore Very thankful !

Why leaving my with memories ?
When I want to create more memory fragment with you?

Watch has been polished, fixed and cleaned.
So now this watch was revive by you my friend. To me its a brand new watch already <3 I’ll treasure it till the very end of that watch’s ability to  function.

Why you mentioned that maybe there isn’t a “ next time “  to help me?
I wish there will be now, next time and in the future that we will be able to help each other.

You’re thankful to me because I’m able to pull you out from your dark pandora box.
Don’t thank me, because you won’t be able to thank me enough for I will always throw my hands to you to pull you out in any situation where you need me to hold your hands !

You said that I’ve motivated you to move on !
Well without you, I might not have the courage to move out of my pace to catch things beyond my reach. You motivate my too my friend I learn it from you.

People say, sometimes your lovers might not be by yourside for long,
But thats why best friends are for, they will be by yourside when you turn around ! No best friends are able to bare to see their friend being sad.

You hung the lucky bottle in your car.
I can’t thank you enough that you appreciate this token of gift from me ! That bottle locked my memories in Sungai Besar that it was a trip everyone of us greatly appreciate !

As time ticks away, I know we will be choosing seperate ways … I wonder if we could be this close ?
True friends’s bond can’t be cut easily with a strong will. I wish, I wish so hard that you will be in my wedding ceremony. You could be my best man of honour, guest or anyone that sees me walking through the wedding ceremony. I don’t wanna wish or hope, I WANT you to be there no matter how long it takes until I get married.

When you treat me food, or anything, I will hate you.
Well of course I do !!! I’ll make it up to you someday   you better be prepared to accept whatever I offer to you XD.

Why say there might not be a chance to treat me out in the future?
I am always out of lose coins to pay, whether its in cafeteria, market, bus stop, malls, book store and etc … When the moment comes, I’ll always think about you ! Because I’m so used to getting lose change from you.

Your image will fade away in the future, well maybe !
Thats because my memory will be replaced by an older version of you as time passes. May it take 10 years, 20 years, 30 years or so, If you’re not my husband, I’ll like you to meet my husband, my beautiful children and my cute grandchildren !!

You’re a weird friend  
A friend that teaches me different emotions.
Different personalities,
Different point of view
Different from whatever that I learn of !
I need to learn you more like an experimented mice !!

Friends shares feelings among one another.
It could be shared through talks, chats. But sometimes, you can tell my problems by looking at my facial expression. And me too, after knowing you for 2 years, I could tell whenever you’re happy,excited, sad or depressed. Feelings … Its one type of phenomena that its hard to explain, hard to put into words …
But sometimes, it just took one eye contact to tell a friend’s emotion !

I’m afraid of accepting gifts from my friends actually,
Reason ? Its that I’m afraid that he/she might hand me gifts out of guiltiness.
Reason ? Its that I’m afraid that this might be the last gift.
Reason ? Its that I’m afraid that its so touching that it let me burst into tears.
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I believe that god will see how strong our friendship bond is and to never apply anything harmful in our lives that will ruin our special relationship.
Friends are easy to come by, but destined one are hard to miss.