Ilhamku

以我沉重的心情，

我写出了我在心里想表达的话…

 

With such a heavy heart,

I wrote this post for you …

While listening to the song title “As Time Flows”,

The moment of those sad memories entered my mind.

Perhaps you were my first love that I’ve yet to notice till now,

Perhaps you’re the one that I need to give one more chance,

Perhaps, you’re the main reason that made what am I today.

There goes a saying,

Season changes, time changes, but a human heart never change,

Could this be the reason why I’m still like this?

I could see through other people’s desires and intentions,

But never yours.

I could guess and tell where and what they are doing,

But it never works when it comes to you.

Is this why you’re somehow special … to me ?

Various types of emotions came gushing into my mind,

Which are the ones that is truly mine?

Emotions which I get recently,

Jealousy and confused, both of these words paired up perfectly.

So Is this poem written to you with my own feelings,

or beyond other people feeling’s ?

How could I have mixed up my own feelings ,

Unless I’m the one whose been covering all the tracks.

 

Whats wrong with me?