Dear Receiver,
She is an independent girl who outshines herself, and helps to shine others.
She can create happiness herself, and shines out by herself.
Friends who are not close, she will help shine them, and lend her happiness to them as an asset for being happy.
However, close friend where she thinks its time for you to outshine himself. She wants you to be on a level like her position to shine others.
She wants her close friend, to shine out of his own reasons.
She wants her close friend, to find out his own motivation.
She wants her close friend, to able to make himself smile.
She wants her close friend to have his own independent ability.
She selfishly thinks, that its time for her close friend to cut ties from her suppleness of her happiness to him. But to build his own.
She wants him to be in a stage like herself that, without her as the source of motivation, happiness, positivity, shininess, and to smile.
She prefers a companion that has a strong will, to overcome and to control his own motivation, happiness and his strength.
She wishes her close friend to have this ability so that she could lend the shine, motivation to smile.
And so once awhile, she don’t want to be the subject to be relied on. She wants to rely on someone else.
However, the first time …. Failed …
The second time …. Also failed in a sad way
She is still searching for an individual who can shine from himself, stronger then hers.
Definitely, individuals who gives up after failing first attempt will definitely crush her heart and trust to the deepest core, as she truly wishes that you do not give up just because of first try. Or the outcome he gets.
Negative can be attracted to positive ;
Then of course, positive and positive will be on the same level.
However POSITIVE will never be ATTRACTED to Negative.
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If you can’t even make yourself happy, How can you make others happy ?
For now, build your own base for motivation, happiness and to smile. Set your priority as the highest for this 3. Then only start to care others. ;)
Love ,
Lots of love <3 ~ 
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