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A Story on September 18.

2012-01-17T22:59:00.001+08:00

Today is my ex classmate’s birthday. Dear Yen Ney, thanks for your birth, that my moments in form 3 is not boring, and good to hear your love stories as well. Always always smile, for when there are hardships, don’t hesitate to call me to cry out loud like how you use to do in those days of course, I wouldn’t hope those sad days will come by in the future though

I went to Kuchai early so that I won’t catch your birthday party late my girl haha. But I suppose I was way to early :/, called you up, you were in the salon. Weng Yee went to somewhere I guess. Min Yang was the second earliest > < Why he come so early anyway he was so nearby in OUG lol. So camwhored in the salon while waiting for Yen Ney’s hairdo

“SMILE”

Look how pretty we have grown up One year made plenty of changes. Even a human’s mindset and thinking. Never underestimate your needs and greediness in life. It will kill you in a second, and you may regret it for life.

Pancakes for My Fellow Coursemates :)

2011-12-03T18:32:00.001+08:00

Well I haven been online in skype for TWO FREAKING DAYS and I almost can’t bare the quietness seriously I missed the skype message alert sound and on line and offline friend list !

I didn’t go online because of:

1) I was doing my RMDS assignment.

2) I was frying pancakes

Enjoy the pictures !

A Letter to its Receiver ~

2011-11-26T02:40:00.001+08:00

Dear Receiver,

She is an independent girl who outshines herself, and helps to shine others.

She can create happiness herself, and shines out by herself.

Friends who are not close, she will help shine them, and lend her happiness to them as an asset for being happy.

However, close friend where she thinks its time for you to outshine himself. She wants you to be on a level like her position to shine others.

She wants her close friend, to shine out of his own reasons.

She wants her close friend, to find out his own motivation.

She wants her close friend, to able to make himself smile.

She wants her close friend to have his own independent ability.

She selfishly thinks, that its time for her close friend to cut ties from her suppleness of her happiness to him. But to build his own.

She wants him to be in a stage like herself that, without her as the source of motivation, happiness, positivity, shininess, and to smile.

She prefers a companion that has a strong will, to overcome and to control his own motivation, happiness and his strength.

She wishes her close friend to have this ability so that she could lend the shine, motivation to smile.

And so once awhile, she don’t want to be the subject to be relied on. She wants to rely on someone else.

However, the first time …. Failed …

The second time …. Also failed in a sad way

She is still searching for an individual who can shine from himself, stronger then hers.

Definitely, individuals who gives up after failing first attempt will definitely crush her heart and trust to the deepest core, as she truly wishes that you do not give up just because of first try. Or the outcome he gets.

Negative can be attracted to positive ;

Then of course, positive and positive will be on the same level.

However POSITIVE will never be ATTRACTED to Negative.

If you can’t even make yourself happy, How can you make others happy ?

For now, build your own base for motivation, happiness and to smile. Set your priority as the highest for this 3. Then only start to care others. ;)

Love ,

Lots of love <3 ~

Memory Fragments ~ Random ~

2011-11-17T11:25:00.001+08:00

When I was taking these pictures,
I'm thinking that ...
I should capture what my eyes could see,
And then share these colourful pictures ...
Afraid that one day ... My eyes couldn't see these beautiful shots anymore,
It could really make me cry.

Currently listening to Missing You - FT Island in ITA Lecture.

The music sound wave which blasted the music into my eardrums, it's indescribable...

It’s a Personality Test in Chinese Though … > <

2011-11-16T21:49:00.001+08:00

Title [ Whats Your First Impression Towards Other People ]

Please Click Into my Facebook link Jo Lynn Chan

11/11/11 ...

2011-11-11T01:40:00.001+08:00

But for now ...
He doesn't love me ...
:)

Today .... 9 November 2011

2011-11-09T19:51:00.001+08:00

今天回来过后，我真的不想开车。
为什么爸爸非要我驾驶呢。
情绪很奇怪呢。
驾驶时，可以专心吗？
5 条人命在我手中呢 ....

Memory Fragment “Continuous” on 8.10.11

2011-11-06T00:11:00.001+08:00

On this particular day, I attended MQA classes as usual.

And its one of the interesting days in my life

After long time discussing on where to eat, finally we choose a restaurant in Sri Petaling – Calories

As it was raining cats and dogs, all of us was waiting here, while waiting for the sesat gang on the way to Sri Petaling =_=

I don’t know what they are looking at with the expression like this HAHAHAHA

A cute-to-the-max photo of Zhi Shan

Oh yeah babeh !! Food !!!!!

Zhi Shan is so happy being the accountant

[A picture where everyone smiles in the rain with their umbrella in their hands ]

Don’t Walk Away From Me.

2011-11-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

Memory Fragment “Continuous”

2011-10-22T00:13:00.001+08:00

My blog has been frozen up for several reasons. So here I am again writing to the world to read about my happiness and my precious memories.

15th September 2011.

I wrote about a short post regarding this date, but as I go through my pictures again, I saw there are more things going on this date not only its my mom’s birthday

First of all, this is my first time attending ITA class in semester 2.

So as for students who choose Route A, like me, I don’t have classes to attend to after ITA until my next class which is 4pm – 6 pm. While Route B & Route C students have Further Math to attend to around 1:45pm.

In the mean while we hung out in the hall and got scolded by a lecturer for making too much noise haha.

After That

Chee Yang brought me to Lawyat to shop on cheap IT goods I just tag along because you do not know HOW MUCH I LOVE TRAIN RIDES LMAO XD.

The End …

Memories of Semester 2 in Foundation_First Week.

2011-09-19T23:38:00.001+08:00

Monday

OMG ! Its the first day of SEM 2 ~ I’ve gotta wake up as early as 6am on every Monday, Tuesday and Thursday until this Semester ends . Instead of going to college with a dull Monday morning feel, I somehow manage to switch my mood into a full active and exciting mood as if I’m entering first day of college . Reached there, I played with my classmates and greeted them as if it was our first day meeting each other haha.

AND THEN BOOM ! THE WHOLE DAY OF SCHEDULE CHANGED. Two students entered our classroom and told us that our class was cancelled and we were asked to join a government event in UPM. Attendance will be recorded. WE WERE ALL DAMN HAPPY AS WE DON’T HAVE TO START OUR DAY WITH H.E.R CLASS XD. But as you know there is no such thing as free lunch in the world. We received great punishment for not participating in the lectures in college today. Boring talks and so on. Only a few presenters given out their points that were found interesting by me.

What I could gain from this whole day was :

1) Never be greedy, and no such thing as free lunch

2) I got to know a new friend from Student ARC.

Tuesday

On this particular morning, I get to enter my first lecture class for Global Business Trend. I am so glad that I have such an experience lecturer and of course an interesting lesson from her. Through her class and explanations, I have the powerful feeling that I’m going to love business course so much that I will not regret choosing this route. And since this subject was only for business students, the whole class felt bit empty since the rest of the gang wasn’t there to go through the class with us. Instead new mixture of student joined together which are from Group 1 and Group 2

This day was also the first day I encounter this great lecturer who teaches me Communication Skills. Rumors said that shes a women with high expectations, straight forward in her criticisms, and her strict rules and regulations being in the class. Seeing her the way she communicate with her and lecture us, I didn’t feel much difference as taking her like my mom. I’m used to the strictness and expectations for the past 18 years meh. But thats the reason why, I fear my mom the most up until now haih. When my mom start to yell at me, I’ll start to cry. I don’t want this to happen in class >.< super embarrassing.

Lesson learnt from today : College is a place where you receive new skills, and knowledge and as well as meeting different type of people. I can feel that Semester 2 ain’t going to go easy on me especially there is 6 subjects to cover in semester 2, which brings in 12 assignments that includes individual work and group work together with countless presentations DX GOD SAVE MY ASS DX.

Thursday

Basically today was our first IT class =_= its all about basic features of Microsoft Word for our first topic. HEHE class in computer lab is fun !

And after ITA, my friend Chee Yang, brought me to Pavillion because of the crazy sales there. lol. I didn’t spend on anything except for lunch and transportation fees

First time ride KTM back to TPM, not many people, but the situation where there are quite many people squeezing each other is kinda uncomfortable.

Its 15th September, which is my beloved mother’s birthday, my darling cousin sister’s birthday and my old primary school friend’s birthday too

On this particular day, Min Yang and Shun Kit prepared 3 birthday cards which they used Photoshop to create and design and a Chinese calligraphy.

On this special day, my course mate and her cousin joined a singing competition as well. They got the first place So proud of them haha.

Friday

Hurray ! No class on Fridays Went for morning jog, break fast with Kit and talked about each other’s plans. Then family lunch somewhere near this primary school in OUG ?

And thanks mom ! For bringing me to a salon to finally layer my hair and do treatment

Not much of a difference between style but definitely my head is lighter haha

Bloody bad luck because after having my hair done, the sky started to rain.

Had a heart warming mother and daughter talk about relationships >.< She put me in a awkward position by asking :

1) So is XXX your current boyfriend ? – I say no =_=

2) So is there anyone you’re interested in or you like now ? – I say no too, and add in, But I have enough love* from my 9 boyfriends dy (My mom LOL-ED haha)

And the forgetful me left my glasses in the salon which my parents gotta fetch me back there to get it.

Then that night ,for god knows why, so many things pissed me off.

One of the factors is that I literally dropped my cellphone from second floor from the staircase. I broke my lucky stone :/ I don’t feel good about it

Thanks to Shun Kit’s ribbon, the crack on the stone was covered.

Thanks for reading

The End.

Mid-Autumn Festival in Central Market.

2011-09-10T21:33:00.000+08:00

Lets Start Off With …

Saturday morning, MQA session.

Shun Kit called the night before saying that he is going to drive to college, So I just hop on and join the ride. His driving skills is awesome* in a way that he forgot to release his handbreak only before he reaches college. Poor car haha. Reached the college earlier so that we could find available parking right infront of the entrance. Today our themed shirt colour is red. So half of the students will wear red today . With a in my hand, anything could happen .

(Talk to my hand – Terminator)

After Aud 3 is opened, we quickly went in to grab our seats and enjoy the air cond. After half an hour or so, the boys entered. They were describing how fun they enjoyed themself in Sunway and didn’t get any sleep until this morning. They are high especially Chee Wee.

While the lecture for Malaysian Studies goes on, I saw many of the guys are in their fishing* mood (sleeping mood ) hahahaha.

Then Me, Min Yang, Shun Kit and Wing Hin skipped Moral because we paid for Photoshop workshop. Its a workshop where basically points out the features of photography skills, and software features like photoshop.

What Happens Next Is …

Off we go back to Serdang. Shun Kit fetch Wing Hin back to his house along with Kenny, Me and Min Yang head to my house to put down his laptop.

After I changed my pants we walk towards Shun Kit’s house and then walk all together to have lunch. This is the first time all of us meet Shun Kit’s sister. We had our nice good meal and chat. But then again , as we see sky is getting gloomy, we quickly walk to the bus stop.

Around 30 minutes later, the bus arrives. We bought some snacks from the opposite petrol station to munch while waiting to reach Central Market.

Central Market / Pasar Seni…

This is the second time I visit Central Market. The first round of visit, we just walk around the shop lots inside and enjoyed the famous fish spa.

But this round, we didn’t go for the fish spa. But instead, the whole outing became more interesting because Its my first time having an outing with Mr Kenny, the entertainer .

Look how attractive the guys were with there red shirts

(I guess Kenny was fed up of me taking so many unrelated photos, that he help me out with this one hahahahha)

We walked out of the building and joined the crowd outside.

(Kenny’s WTFBBQ you want face hahahaha)

THEN ZHI SHAN FINALLY REACHES Pasar Seni Station !
AND THEN THIS IS WHERE THE WHOLE EVEN STARTS

The guys playing hula hoops to win Pens

The Last Event …

The last event is that the serdang group plus Min Yang is gonna sit Metro bus back to serdang. And so the other gang sits train back home. We rushed to the bus before 8.30 pm. But the bloody bus only start to move around 9 pm DX. Well at least all of us in the bus gets to enjoy the fireworks The feeling is different to enjoy the fireworks blooming in the sky with your friends is different then you enjoy it with your family.

We reached Serdang around 9.40 pm, I went home to get some candles to play with. Min Yang fetched Kenny back as he look as if he is gonna die =_= (lack of sleep)

Soon, rain started to pour. We enjoyed the night breeze with the drizzle for a moment, then head back to Min Yang’s car because I wouldn’t wanna let them catch a cold because of this.

In the car we chat laughed and relax.

Awesome night out I’m really grateful to my parents for allowing me to have fun.

The End …

September Updates All In A Post !!

2011-09-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

September 5th Monday.

Today 12 midnight, I wished Bryan Lee a Birthday Wish, and quickly rushed to finish up my Birthday Post card for him.

TADA ! (Which I don’t think that even Bryan has this latest updated copy heh heh )

And then, today as well is the first day of Semester 1 examination for the subject Introduction For Business. I think I can score =).

Then Min Yang and Shun Kit was invited to my house for lunch Because my mom wasn’t able to fetch me home, she gotta need someone to fetch me back and so, I’m looking at Min Yang as the potential friend who can fetch me back since he wanted to come over to jog anyway XP.

September 6th Wednesday.

Nothing special today, because I’m home all day and nobody coming to my house for group studies or what. But I did many things at home BESIDES PRACTICING MATH XP.

Priority task for today was printing out a hardcopy of that card for Bryan.

Heheheh I just love to use Instagram

September 7th Wednesday.

OH GOSH ! I’M GONNA SIT FOR MATHEMATICS EXAM *SWEATING MY SHIRT OFF* Math thing, which is a subject I have the most confident in, and nervous the most due to my careless mistakes made in the past.

And the same routine, Min Yang fetch me and Shun Kit back and lunch all together

September 9th Wednesday.

Today is the last day of exam people !
Its Personal Development and Study Methods. I came out of the hall after approx an hour >.<. ITS TOO BORING AND THE QUESTIONS ARE TOO LOGICAL TO ANSWER ! Meh, can’t stand waiting for another hour inside =_=

(Meh heh heh, chilling after exam XP)

(Lunch that the boys love so much)

(Flipping my old childhood photos and my baby face gosh …)

People say, mom’s cook is the best.

Memoir

2011-09-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

到底是180 步，还是190 步，我数不清了。我只知道每一步都非常重。使用的没一份力量都快让我窒息了。五六年培养的关系就只能那样吗？

还以为你真的不在了，
还以为永远看不到你了，
还以为我模糊看错了，
还以为我不在乎，
还以为... 你认得出我。
原来我还那么在乎。
原来我在欺骗自己。

Photoshop Wallpaper.

2011-09-02T00:24:00.001+08:00

No matter how beautiful that object is,

There will be a day where you will lose it.

No matter how beautiful is your dream,

There will be a moment you need to wake up.

No matter how much you love a person so dearly,

The love of your life will walk away at a certain point.

No matter how deep you engraved your memories,

There will be a day, you will slowly forget it …

Happy Independence Day Malaysia !

2011-08-31T11:35:00.001+08:00

I found this interesting picture,

Just thought of sharing it out

Time, let me vanish. Then what we separate by our very own presence can come together.

Audrey Niffenegger,
The Time Traverller’s Wife.

Raya Eve ….. IN MALDIVES !!

2011-08-30T22:06:00.001+08:00

You’ll never believe where I’ve celebrated Raya Eve lmao.

Well of course its in Malaysia ! But with Maldives family.

I get to know this girl that I knew in college.

Her name is Samha, shes a very brave girl.

Why did I say so? Its because shes one year younger then me, and without friends,

she choose to study in Malaysia, all the way from Maldives.

Her cute grandma accompanies her to Malaysia too <3 How awesome is that !

Living so far away from your motherland but yet someone so close to you is living under the same roof as you just to accompany you and take good care of you. *aww, such lucky girl!*

Alright so, me and Min Yang got invited to her house for dinner, we reached vista about 8.15. Min Yang bought drinks and I suggested buying sparkling juice since Samha has never tasted it before hehe.

This is me with the drinks =D

The Moment
This is when … I found out my P driving licence is gone DX ! Min Yang registered the visitor parking with his and then up we go to her apartment block.

So after we reached her unit, we called her out and TADA we showed her we bought some drink over. We all went into her house and great Samha and her grandma.

Her house is so clean, bright and her floor is like sparkling smooth lol !

We could see all the food awaiting for us omg. The best part was, Samha and grandma already eaten DX. Out of courtesy both me and Min Yang, started to help ourselves with the food after everyone is sited at the dining table. So after everyone’s cup is filled with drinks, we started from the right one.

My camera was on 10 seconds timer,

the clumsy me was running towards the table (as you can see my hair was all over) , and

"KACAK ! ''" There goes Min Yang’s noob face and my unfinished post with the food DX.

More pictures here

After That …

After we filled out stomach with food, we opened the sparkling juice and cheers .

We told Samha that we did the best we could to finish the food,

but unfortunately its impossible.

So we say that this shall be your meal for the next day’s breakfast, l

unch plus dinner hahahaha we all laughed our hearts out XD

*cheese XD*

Alright since its still early, Min Yang and I decided to bring them go cruising around Bukit Jalil.

We went to The Mines (There is a night fair oposite),

showed them where was Fortune Park,

and then we passed by my house,

Then we passed by carefour,

and then Sri Petaling to show them where the nightmarket is that helds on Tuesdays,

Then voila back to vista lol.

So we said our goodbyes hugs, and good luck studying, we went off around 10 pm.

Min Yang brought me cruise around OUG and I showed him a way to go to my house instead of going through all the bumpy road condition and the small lanes.

I reached home SHARP at 11.00 pm =)

The End.

命运, Destiny.

2011-08-28T23:54:00.001+08:00

Have you ever felt cheated before in your entire life?

Do you not wish to know …

What truth is behind it all ?

No use hiding it in the dark,

Where the truth always unveil at

the very last moment of all …

Jo Lynn.

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One more week to go until I have to sit for my SEM 1 examinations.

Everything seems to be moving at a pretty fast pace.

I’m afraid that I couldn’t catch up at all.

Especially seeing everyone in my class is ahead of me,

struggling, putting in their best effort in anything they could.

Me ? Oh well, I thought I had it in control.

I thought that, I could manage my time well.

I thought that, I’m confident in my own time management

I thought that I’m confident in my own decision.

Mr Mohan says that Decision + effort = success.

Girl, don’t dream anymore. Wake up !

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Days ago, we were talking about our first impression towards each other during orientation time. We laughed our hearts out about the results we got from each other.

My history being in Group 1 Foundation was,

My first gang was with Mohsin. We always hang out together, eat, we do presentations together and so on. But around July, something happened between me and him. I guessed because of my stubbornness and my lack of tolerance cause this friendship to fail.

Then I called up a new gang, the glasses gang haha. Why glasses gang? Well its basically because Most of the people I hang out with wears glasses and so am I =_=.

I’ll be choosing the business route, where the most of them will be in IT route….

Its just that all I could feel of is the emptiness. But I know that my determination towards Business stream is far more stronger that I could be concerned of choosing any different route available. So I guess from now onwards, we’ll just hang out during lunch time ?

What I’m really feared of was that I’ll have to reach towards new classmates, study them and then recruit them to be part of my group to do assignments and presentation. That will be hard

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Again - Yui

2011-08-26T19:33:00.001+08:00

Appreciate, The Moment <3

2011-08-22T22:21:00.001+08:00

You think of happy things, good things will come to you.
Its destined that we are able to meet each other.
If its not fate, why Originally I was from Group 1, I could change to Group 2, but in the end I was arranged back to Group 1?
If its not fate, I couldn't be able to sit my first LRT ride.
If its not fate, I couldn't be able to go Sungai Besar.
If its not fate, I couldn't be able to go pasar seni.
If its not fate, many things that I've not realized,
Wouldn't be realized by me.
Appreciate, the moment <3

Much Of Life Can Never Be Explained

2011-08-21T15:42:00.001+08:00

NAIROBI (AFP) - A baby hippopotamus that survived the
tsunami waves on the Kenyan coast has formed a bond
with a giant male century-old tortoise in an
animal facility in the port city of Mombasa , officials said

The hippopotamus, nicknamed Owen and weighing about
300 kilograms (650 pounds), was swept down Sabaki
River into the Indian Ocean , then forced back to shore
when tsunami waves struck the Kenyan coast on
December 26, before wildlife rangers rescued him.

"It is incredible. A less-than-a-year-old hippo has adopted a male tortoise, about a century old, and the tortoise seems to be
very happy with being a mother," ecologist Paula Kahumbu,
who is in charge of Lafarge Park , told AFP.

"After it was swept away and lost its mother, the hippo was traumatized.
It had to look for something to be a surrogate mother.
Fortunately, it landed on the tortoise and established a strong bond.
They swim, eat, and sleep together," the ecologist added.
"The hippo follows the tortoise exactly the way it followed its mother.
If somebody approaches the tortoise, the hippo becomes aggressive,
as if protecting its biological mother," Kahumbu added.

"The hippo is a young baby, he was left at a very tender age and
by nature, hippos are social animals that like to stay with
their mother for four years," he explained.

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away."

This is a real story that shows that our differences don't matter
much when we need the comfort of another.
We could all learn a lesson from these two creatures.
"Look beyond the differences and find a way to walk the path together."

"Those who bring sunshine into the lives of others, cannot keep it from themselves. "

Sitting for my First Class Test_Mathematics

2011-08-19T17:48:00.000+08:00

That Morning

When I woke up, already have an Idea on what I should wear. Since, last weekend I posted up my new profile picture with my white skirt, that means I am confident in that outfit. So I would like to try that wearing to school.

Assume, everything will go smooth because my planning of waking up 2 hours before departure time (8.00AM) will not fail. Everything goes as plan, except for my house printer.

I couldn’t print out my essay. Wrong location instruction. Gotta call Min Yang to guide me. Mother. Car. Silents. Nag.Friend at the back listening. Try Imagine. Black Face. Red eye due to lack of sleep.

All I want to do that day was, finish my essay, find a way to print our group assignment’s essay out.

But before that, all of us chilled at Hainam Kopitiam, then due to my selfishness, we went to Snow Flakes in Kuchai Entrepreneurs Park. Well at least the girls appreciate the desert <3.

We take away 10 bowls of desert back to Enterprice 3 1:4 syndicate room. I almost forgot of printing out the essay. Lucky to have Wing Hin and Min Yang supporting me all the way until we can see our essays printed out in sheets of papers.

I was like half dead, looking high and low for my document file and pencil box after we handed over the assignment at the counter and walked back to Enterprise 3. I gotta ran back to TPM go up to Computer lab and search for it. Document file and pencil box, couldn’t find it. It was ticking 3:25, I figure that I’ll be late for my english listening test, so I gave up searching for it.

While I was walking back to Enterprise 3, I felt so sad that I’ve lose my pencil box. There wasn’t anything inside, but, me and my girls bought the same style. Meaning to say, its my last token of memories of me and my girls’s memories in sentosa.

=_________= Kit was having it the blooody whole time.

Anti CHIA SHUN KIT !

That Moment

I sat on the table, with no energy left to think or do anything else. In my mind I just wanna finish up the listening test and go back at 6.

“Because we have not enough time, I will not carry out the listening test today. Class will be dissmissed early because I’m afraid they are gonna use this class.”

Whatever. Moodless, speechless. It was about only 4:00 pm. I just don’t want to go home that early, because I’ve already set that I’m only feeling like going back home at 6pm.

“Jom, sit train and bus.”

“Ok XD !!”

As usual the same route, RM 1.90 then RM 3.00 Metro bus back home.

Met Koy Jin in the bus. UNBELIVABLE ! NEVER EXPECT OUR MEETING WILL BE THIS STRANGE

We talked about primary memories up to secondary up to now, our own college lives. Kesian Kit, couldn’t rest for a second, as I was sitting on this left, Koy Jin was standing on his right. He was stuck in between our conversations.

Thanks for taking me out to sit train + bus. Felt better. The hidden feelings towards my mother faded away as I was looking at the crowd of people in the train station.

I appreciate any readers who read until the end of this post.

Officially signing off at 12:50, 21st August Sunday Morning.

A Memorial Voyage my friends. The End Is Near.

2011-08-17T17:50:00.000+08:00

That Night

As I quickly type my documents, I felt a rush and urge to finish it, because this is my last commitment with my SEM friends. After this we won’t be able to meet everyday. I wasn’t that satisfied with my assignment essay as I targeted to write more then 3000 words. But I guess, its never easy when you try to squeeze any ideas that come out from brain around 2 am.

That Moment

4 hours sleep was terrible. But still I want to show the best of myself. Makeup to cover my dark rinks, and put on lip gloss to cover my cracked lips. Reached Enterprise 3, caught to my surprised, I saw Khai Meng, a senior from Sentosa, persuing Degree year 1 in his engineering course. I thought I’ll be the one going to be in syndicate room, but Kit and Amir were already there. Perhaps it was a feel of relief to see my friends there, it was like, I was supported. The whole morning, I couldn’t do anything else other then waiting for Min Yang to enter the door of 1:4. Waiting for someone that you want to see, its like it takes forever to come haha. He reached, I showed him my speech, and everyone’s half done essay. Went through with the presentation process, try remembering my speech again the the hallway. I felt happy as my team mates, came out and practise as well. Maybe they might have felt the same way memorizing in the syndicated room was too noisy, thats why they came out. But to me, I will take it as, a group is a group. Where you go, I’ll be there. Felt blessed instantly. My confidence level boast up even higher.

That Time

Group 1, took half and hour or so,

Group 2, took about 20 minutes,

Group 3, took about 30 minutes,

its already reaching 12.30, our group have yet to present.

We all thought that we might not make it or even worst,

We could only present infront of the lecture and the rest are dismissed,

But nevertheless, I motivate them by not looking at the time while presenting.

As I see my members presenting, my self presenting, our blood shed effort on the screen,

All I felt was, a huge pressure was taken off my shoulders… It took slightly more then 30 minutes, thank god for letting almost half of the class hungry, so that they are alert enough to listen to our presentation.

Finished writing at 12:27 AM, 21st August Sunday morning.

有一种单身，只为等一个人...

2011-08-14T14:06:00.001+08:00

by ωεи Lι on Saturday, August 13, 2011 at 10:13pm

总有人问你，有对象没？

呵呵，没有呢。

不会吧，不可能吧 ……
其实，那是真的，不是没人追，没人要，只是没有合适的；
不是眼光高，要求多，只是没有感觉的。
也许有时想恋爱，想让自己不再寂寞，
可是那个人却没有，不想随随便便的爱了。

有时候当自己静下心来会觉得自己的执着很可笑，
为什么不去恋爱？为什么要让自己单身呢？
难道是爱上了孤独爱上了寂寞吗？

其实不然，因为有一种单身叫“宁缺勿滥”。

他们对爱很专一也很执着，有自己独特的思想，能够坚持自己；
在茫茫人海中只想找一个能让自己对上眼的人，
也许在别人眼里那很傻，
可是这样的傻只是想对得起自己的心；
让自己孤独让自己寂寞就是不可以让自己随便和人恋爱；
前世的500次回眸才换来今生的一次擦肩而过，
这样的虚幻不去相信，缘分没有多少，要得只是感觉；
不会轻易的去恋爱，不想去欺骗别人，也不想去骗自己，
爱是纯洁的互相的，但如果一旦遇到那个他（她）就会坚持不懈，
定下自己的心，绝不会花心，用心去爱。

每个人心里都有自己另一半的身影的，
就算是勉强找到另一半的你，
难道在你的心里除了他（她）就没有另一个心底的人吗？
在心里也会有对另一半的憧憬，
希望彼此的遇见是一个浪漫美丽的邂逅；
希望他（她）是你的王子（公主），
但却不会沉迷于这种童话的幻想，
只想要那份属于自己的真实邂逅，
不会去痴迷于王子（公主），只要我的那个他（她），
只是想找个懂自己的愿意陪伴自己的。

当你有一天真正遇到那个他（她），
两人的交往中绝对会为彼此设定底线，不会轻易越过；
尊重爱情，尊重感情，尊重彼此，不会随便开始，
但一旦开始，那么就会是最珍惜生活的人。
因为他们相信爱。

当遇到一个喜欢自己但没有好感的人，
会礼貌而尊重的对方说“对不起，我们不适合”，
尊重自己的感情也是尊重别人的感情，
不会让对方浪费时间，如果对方觉得朋友可以做，当然我很乐意。
但想要改变我的想法，不可能，
因为他们不会轻易让自己妥协，
除非你是哪个他（她）。

有朋友说，现在的社会已经不流行宁缺勿滥了，
应该是宁滥勿缺，可能那是对的，
但我却不想改变，难道这样错了吗？

不想像别人那样轻易的爱了，轻易的让自己不孤单了，
当结束一段又一段情时不会有任何伤感，
因为那样的人没有用过情，确切的说他们不懂爱与被爱，
他们会对所有的异性都有好感，
不会执着与追求自己的那个他（她），
相对于宁缺勿滥之人他们会更现实，
也更会在恋爱中保护自己，
因为分手后的他（她）不会知道痛的感觉，他们不曾为爱付出。

而宁缺勿滥的人不是这样，他们从不会，
会将一段情维持很长，
哪怕结束时他们会伤心、痛苦、难过，
但却曾经付出过，不会后悔，让自己刻骨铭心的爱，
是需要用心去等待，哪怕是用一生。

孤独，不一定不快乐；

得到，不一定能长久；

失去，不一定不再拥有。

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2011-08-12T21:27:00.001+08:00

Assignment Week !!

2011-08-12T16:58:00.001+08:00

English Assignment in the morning,

ITB Assignment until evening DX

Just One of My Dark Days in Life.

2011-08-11T22:08:00.001+08:00

我迁回的蓝调只有你懂

我深奥的歌词只有你懂

我放肆的嘶吼只有你懂真好你懂

I've gone through countless dark moments in life before …

This time,
its the first time that it happens after I started my college life.

Thank god I’ve met someone that lightens up my dark road,
my PDSM lecturer.

He makes me think, move towards and motivate myself and other people around me.

He help me build up my confidence to present on stage,
then, to talk in class,
then, to share my comments in class.
For I know, my old me wouldn’t dare to do.

Importantly, you taught me how to see the environment and
what effects me from reaching my goals and achievements,

Be it a long term goal or a short term goal,

You opened my eyes to see who will demotivate me,
And who will help me succeed reaching my goals.

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Dear mother nature,

You know I love you, and I know you love me much too. But sometimes, you really need to let me fall once, feel the pain, and get up myself. Over protective isn’t going to help me develop in my thoughts or my knowledge. Thank you for being a gentle and understanding person. Now I know why you are a little bit slighly different then other people. Its all because of a book “ The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People – Stephen Covey’ Thank you for reading the book, and introduced me to write it.

You are my biggest fear in life. Because I know without you, I won’t survive, but with you around sometimes you block my light.

Dreamt About Me …

2011-08-09T17:12:00.001+08:00

I had this dream this morning,

I dreamt that I was in the middle of PC fair …

It was so crowded that its shoulders to shoulders when you walk through booth by booth,

I heard the sales man yelling out cheap prices to sell of their goods,

I heard people beside me talking and comparing prices between goods,

And then I heard someone called out my name,

I was stunt, didn’t I came to fair alone?

Oh wait, how could I possibly came by myself?

I was pushing away the people walking infront me,

Trying to catch the person calling my name,

I couldn’t see his face, for I was certain it was a male’s voice.

I was so lost with strangers all around me …

Not knowing who I got separate with makes me got scared even more…

All I did was keep on running ahead searching and focusing on my hearings,

Until suddently, somebody grab my hand from the back,

I swiftly turned back, but all I could see was his smile,

I smiled back too, But his imaged was blurry.

I couldn’t remember his face, but I was glad we could meet again

The End of my weird dream today….

I’m glad that you found me …

Yes ! We can.

2011-08-03T12:58:00.001+08:00

Yes ! We can. With all the education we gain, for the sake of our future and with all the responsibilities we carry, Yes ! We can do it.

Getting the right attitude is important.
Getting influence or motivated by successful people plays a vital role in our lives too.

Set your life goals ! So that there is a mission for us to fulfill when you are alive.

Everyone is born with a reason and a purpose. We are responsible to find that out and work it out. It might take years to for you to realize your living purpose. and you may need half of your live time to reach your life goals. But that is our responsibility to find out and make it work.

Nobody ever thought of that humans could reach the moon. But it is done ! So what will be our contributions to the world ? If it's to be, it's up to me.

As long as we have the burning desire encrypted in our minds, we are unstoppable !!

Sent from Jo Lynn.

Testing to post via email.

2011-08-03T10:10:00.001+08:00

I'm using back email to publish my post again.

Testing the results. :)

Sent from Jo Lynn.

Sent from Jo Lynn.

To My Outmost Special Friend :)

2011-07-26T20:13:00.001+08:00

This post is dedicated to you.

Dear friend,

I’m very very happy to see that watch wasn’t showing at 8.15 anymore Very thankful !

Why leaving my with memories ?
When I want to create more memory fragment with you?

Watch has been polished, fixed and cleaned.
So now this watch was revive by you my friend. To me its a brand new watch already <3 I’ll treasure it till the very end of that watch’s ability to function.

Why you mentioned that maybe there isn’t a “ next time “ to help me?
I wish there will be now, next time and in the future that we will be able to help each other.

You’re thankful to me because I’m able to pull you out from your dark pandora box.
Don’t thank me, because you won’t be able to thank me enough for I will always throw my hands to you to pull you out in any situation where you need me to hold your hands !

You said that I’ve motivated you to move on !
Well without you, I might not have the courage to move out of my pace to catch things beyond my reach. You motivate my too my friend I learn it from you.

People say, sometimes your lovers might not be by yourside for long,
But thats why best friends are for, they will be by yourside when you turn around ! No best friends are able to bare to see their friend being sad.

You hung the lucky bottle in your car.
I can’t thank you enough that you appreciate this token of gift from me ! That bottle locked my memories in Sungai Besar that it was a trip everyone of us greatly appreciate !

As time ticks away, I know we will be choosing seperate ways … I wonder if we could be this close ?
True friends’s bond can’t be cut easily with a strong will. I wish, I wish so hard that you will be in my wedding ceremony. You could be my best man of honour, guest or anyone that sees me walking through the wedding ceremony. I don’t wanna wish or hope, I WANT you to be there no matter how long it takes until I get married.

When you treat me food, or anything, I will hate you.
Well of course I do !!! I’ll make it up to you someday you better be prepared to accept whatever I offer to you XD.

Why say there might not be a chance to treat me out in the future?
I am always out of lose coins to pay, whether its in cafeteria, market, bus stop, malls, book store and etc … When the moment comes, I’ll always think about you ! Because I’m so used to getting lose change from you.

Your image will fade away in the future, well maybe !
Thats because my memory will be replaced by an older version of you as time passes. May it take 10 years, 20 years, 30 years or so, If you’re not my husband, I’ll like you to meet my husband, my beautiful children and my cute grandchildren !!

You’re a weird friend
A friend that teaches me different emotions.
Different personalities,
Different point of view
Different from whatever that I learn of !
I need to learn you more like an experimented mice !!

Friends shares feelings among one another.
It could be shared through talks, chats. But sometimes, you can tell my problems by looking at my facial expression. And me too, after knowing you for 2 years, I could tell whenever you’re happy,excited, sad or depressed. Feelings … Its one type of phenomena that its hard to explain, hard to put into words …
But sometimes, it just took one eye contact to tell a friend’s emotion !

I’m afraid of accepting gifts from my friends actually,
Reason ? Its that I’m afraid that he/she might hand me gifts out of guiltiness.
Reason ? Its that I’m afraid that this might be the last gift.
Reason ? Its that I’m afraid that its so touching that it let me burst into tears.
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I believe that god will see how strong our friendship bond is and to never apply anything harmful in our lives that will ruin our special relationship.
Friends are easy to come by, but destined one are hard to miss.

A Special Day For Me and A Special Day for Friends

2011-07-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

Celebrating a birthday for my friends its the first time for me in college. So I intent to design a birthday card for them. Samha, Pui Yee, Chrystal, Zhi Shan and Zai Long. After I completed the card, I send them for printing. The colour didn’t turn out like what I have expected, but still its better than nothing. I even developed 2 group pictures taken from Sungai Besar, I laminated it in 2R size. I wanted to develop the pictures for the rest of the group members, but I thought my actions will make them think … wrongly, so I hesitated for awhile to decide, but in the end I cut off the intention to develop for them.

On Monday morning, I came early to school at 10 am as the new schedule is set at 1.45 pm Mathematics. Waited for the guys to get the cake. It was hard for them especially Min Yang, he have to drive all the way to Sri Petaling and rush over to TPM.

The boys arrive, and I made Wing Hin to hand out all the birthday cards in Syndicate room, the way he handed out its like handing out his wedding card. He looked happy, but too bad my camera was dead.

The rest of them went down straight to the cafeteria, while I waited for Min Yang’s arrival at the foyer motivating him to run faster hehe.

Birthday song was sang, and the cake was cut and distributed
However, me and Min Yang thought something was missing >.<

ITS KL BABEH ! CAKEY WAR TIME HEHEHE.

Well we did mess up the table with tissues and all but we clean it up la of course.

Kesian Kit kena-ed from me haha, Sungai Besar kampung must experience this kind of birthday celebration de XP paiseh haha.

This is what happened in college this morning .

My Big Man’s Day <3

2011-07-23T19:41:00.002+08:00

Dear Father,

HE gave me a name,

HE brings me to kindergarden,

HE let me sit on his shoulders to watch fireworks,

HE buys me barbie dolls,

HE buys me a handphone,

HE buys me a computer,

HE buys me a laptop,

HE motivate me to continue taking driving exam after I failed twice,

HE pays my college,

HE let me drives his favourite car,

HE downloads korean drama,

HE teaches me power point, exell, words,

HE teaches me to use torrent,

HE teaches me about landmarks,

HE is 46 years old.

Celebrated his birthday when the clock struck 12 midnight,

We switched off the lights when he was outside wiping his car,

We hurried up took the cake to the hall, and lighted up the candles,

We could hear him shouting “WHY IS THE HOUSE SO DARK !? NO ELECTRICITY AH ? WHO SWITCHED THE LIGHTS OFF ? “

We laughed softly and then he entered the house,

With 4 beautifully grown women, sitting around cake with a happy smile,

”Aiyoh ~~~~~~” says dad. He Hide away his embarrassed look, and secretly smiling happily at the back “

He sat on the floor with us, all of us sang him a birthday song, finally he blew off the candles ……. “

Went to Taman Gembira’s nightmarket today,

Like old times, he love to buy snaks for us, he bought 20 sweet potatos today =_=.

Can’t wait to lepak with my family to The Mines to catch a midnight movie of Transformers hehe.

Happy 46th Birthday Daddy <3

Glasses Gang_PWTC & Pasar Seni Visit

2011-07-22T01:26:00.000+08:00

(Just scroll down to the end of this post if you just wanna take a look at the pictures, only a few)

Today ( Friday 22nd June 2011), I have an outing with the Glasses Gang again. This time the venue was to PWTC. (At first)

So I woke up at 7 washed my hair dry it and comb it
(long hair mah =__=) then eat breakfast. I tried several piece of clothes, ended up frustrated, simply choose (bad option).

Kit reached my house, then off we go to The Mines to buy 5 transformer’s ticket for Saturday’s midnight movie thats for celebrating my dad’s birthday gift lol.

After that, mom wants me to take a bottle of water along. So I ended up changing clothes again haha. (Time wasters XP) Finally satisfied with my outfit, we head out to Sri Petaling Train Station.

Waited for the guys …… for like half an hour @.@
In the mean while me and Kit decided to go Pasar Seni if the guys ever wanted to catch a movie in Times Square.

The guys reached, and we hoped on to the train again <3 Its my 6th time on the train ….. After 45 minutes we reached PWTC. Well we wasn’t familiar with which building the PC fair was held we just walk to wherever the group of people is walking to.
(Luckily it really guided us to PC EXPO)

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Walked to the entrance, whoa, Porsche, Merz, Cooper S, Peugeot … awesome beautiful cars parking at the entrance of PWTC T___T .
Nice decorating inside the building, looking very grand with mini chandeliers everywhere and having good air-cond system. Passed by so many halls, no IT gadgets at site until we go up to the 2nd floor.
I could see Angry Birds Plush toys at the entrance of PC EXPO. The guys was awfully crazy looking at HTC, AVIRA and several brand name’s sales girls, they look beautiful with short skirts that shows off their sexy legs hahaha.

Overall, the hall is super small, incomparable to KLCC convention centre. So since Jeremy’s family isn’t around yet, we decided to take a look at the opposite shopping centre The Mall. They were hungry so FOOD was their first option. But before we even reach the FOOD COURT, I was fascinated by shoes, perfumes, clothes, elianto, Body Shop oh gosh they have to wait for me while I go *window shopping* Gee, thanks guys hahaha. Good training for future gf/wife lol.

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It took quite sometime until we reach the food court. But unfortunately we hit the restaurants a very bad timing – lunch break for workers all around. So imagine the long waiting moments just to buy your food or to even find a place to sit.

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OH ! WE HAZ VISITED A PET SHOP AND I HAZ SEE MANY MANY *FIGHTING FISH, HAMTERS, GOLDFISH AND TORTOISE* lol, You may ignore to read this part. I’m obsess with animals, now I’m hunting for elephants HAHAHA.

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(You can skip reading this part)
Jeremy and his family reached PWTC, so since the guys need to have FOOD, I ditched them and cross over to The Mall. Greated his mom, gave his sister a hug and then we talked XD It was the first time seeing him after knowing him since form 3. He got slightly taller, i think. And =_= he is the same whether I talk to him via whats app, sms or FB lol. He is just slightly taller then me, not say very tall jer XD. His mom find the IT Fair super boring, she decided to leave. So saw his dad, greated him and all of us walked back to The Mall again as their car is parked there. Brought Jeremy to see my friends in KFC XD. Played with his Ipad. I got a lil hungry so I went to buy something in the mart.
( he paid for me as I was slow enough to get out my purse =_=, TQ much ! ) In the end we hugged each other and say good bye knowing that we won’t be meeting each other in a short period of time.
(Maybe another 3 years lol)

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JOINED the glasses group again and off we go back to the train station and to PASAR SENI ! I REGRETTED to the max because I didn’t bring my camera . I was like surprise to find out there are so many things in Central Market, you name it, antiques, accessories, decorations, native bracelet and so many other artisy objects ….
All I feel is I wanna be there as long as I want, but Kit always always always manage to find me and drag me away from that shop =_= hate you hmmph XP*

Then EPIC MOMENT – FISH SPA, RM 5 for 10 minutes lol. It tickles you so hard that for the first few seconds you can’t bare putting your legs in. Chee yang was the worst one HAHAA, its like full 10 minutes, he only put his leg in for like 5 minutes or so lolol. Kit’s and Chan’s feet manage to feed the fishes the most, and as for me of course, beautifully cared skin, so there wasn’t many fish feeding onto my feet compared to the guys XP.

- EPIC PHOTOS DURING FISH SPA -

- Chan shouting in pain ~~ -

- Fail to adjust to the correct angle -

- Fail attempt with Chee Yang X 1 -

- Fail attempt with Chee Yang X2 can only see his glasses -

- This is the best I could =_= -

- My arms looked big here T___T -

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BOUGHT souvenirs <3 all of us have our own native bracelet hehe. As the package was buy 2 free 1, so four of us bought one each, we decided to give the extra 2 to Zai Long and Zhi Shan as their birthday gift.

“ I WANNA SIT RAPID KL GO HOME !!” says Jo Lynn =_=

‘ CHEE YANG AH DON’T LAUGH AH !!!"’ shouted Jo Lynn,

I know this is like so ulu girl but yeah man I love busses and sitting trains hehe. And this bus could send me all the way home from PASAR SENI to SERDANG RAYA “ so happy hehe” But only thing I hate was I have to wait till for almost half an hour then only the bus starts its journey (as I was feeling super tired, I didn’t bother to get fed up in the bus) =_= the fee was RM 3. Its worth it as my mom don’t have to go through the evening jam just to pick me up at Sri Petaling Train Station.
*Lucky Kit was there if not I'll be like super ULU lol*

- EPIC PHOTOS WHEN I’M IN METRO BUS XD -

- hehe so called camwhore-ed -

- Since he is the only person I could take picture with, no choice tangkap him jadi mangsa lol -

- Kit hibernating hahahaha kesian * pls don’t kill me XD -

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REACHED HOME around 6.48.

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Presentation_PDSM_Ways To Get A Girl

2011-07-19T23:26:00.001+08:00

Today we had a mind map presentation.

( Chan gelled up Kit's hair just for this occasion)

Group members was Jo Lynn, Min Yang, Shun Kit, Ling Chien, Chee Wee and Hsiang Nerng.

Topic - Ways To Get A Girl.
Hsiang - Money
Jo - SMS
Yang - Act cute
Chee W. - Singing
Chan - Poem
Kit - Love Letter.

Climax - Chee Wee forgotten his lyrics as he was too nervous, he almost walked out from the stage but as I suggested him to go for a second chance, he took up the challenge, forget his embarrassment and sing well for the second time.

Lesson learnt :
• Kit's leading style and influences.
• Chee Wee's determination. Not everyone uses the second chance well. As I see Chee Wee standing high and proud singing all his best, my dark memory about Sentosa Idol fades away as if I've released this matter outta my life. Crying with cheerful tears :') ....

**Almost cried on the way back while walking back to Kit's house after jogging.... But somehow I felt a weight has been lifted up from my shoulders :) …

I’m Home, Thinking about Business $$

2011-07-09T14:46:00.002+08:00

Alright, KL is like a ghost town today because everyone of us was adviced not to go out for our own safety. AND TO BE SAVED FROM GETTING STUCKED IN A JAM !!

So right now, I’m home. And god please let my redemption be successful XD

OK right now I would like to show you guys some pictures taken by this camera Nikon Coolpix S220. It comes with a black leather pouch, 1 batteries, cables and a 2GB memory card.

Details :
Every picture’s dimension is 3648 X 2736.
Approx 4.0 mb for each photo.
And its 10 megapixels.

Features that I appreciate :
Compared to my Sony Camera, this Nikon camera can [ ZOOM ] 5 times more (like super zoom, zoom.)

And the [ Night scene pictures] from Nikon are way nicer and clearer then my Sony’s.

My intention is to sell it to my close friends like people from my housing area, primary school, secondary and college mates.

The price : RM 150/- only XD.

And now lets take a look of the picture’s quality :

Interested? Please leave me a comment anytime :).

My Dearest Cat

2011-06-06T21:16:00.002+08:00

I’ve lost him,
He ran away from home ?
He got caught somewhere?
He got into a accident ?
Is he safe?
Is he sick?
Unable to reach home because one of your leg is injured?
Please come home already,
I want to wait no more for your return,
The door will be closing ….
Its almost 6 years by now,
I thought Cats have 9 lives?
There were times you dissapeared yourself,
the max is a week, the min is a day,
but never a month,
enough of fun at the outside world,
come back to my side,
to the icy cold unreachable mountain.

The Beginning of My College Life.

2011-05-26T16:31:00.001+08:00

Attended orientation of my college last week for the whole week. Mostly about introduction of the college, achievements and the history behind it. As I could not use words to explain the excitement I had, today’s post I’ll stay simple

The urge for me to blog today, was all because of this subject PDSM (Personal Development and Study Methods). Personally I think I’m grateful to be able to join this group/ class and to have this wonderful lecturer whom gain my respect. He is a part time lecturer in my college, so he teaches in Sunway College and Monash as well.

I attended this subject, Personal Development and Study Method (PDSM) for the second time ON 25 MAY 2011, Wednesday

The topic held was, Decisions and Choices Produces Results.

Different decisions and different choices made may lead to different results. But somehow when you make a wrong decision, you will sure to make the wrong choice, and therefore you will not get the results you expect it to be. At this point, disappointments and emotional feelings will appear and this is when we stop moving forward and start questioning ourselves. Common questions were "Did I make the wrong decision?", "Did I take the wrong choice ?", "What was lacking? ", "What could I have done so that I will not face this mess in my life" and etc.

Mr Mohan did a survey in our class by asking how did we score in our SPM, How did we study, and are we satisfied with the results we got ; If you're not happy, then what is lacking and if we use different study methods could we have get better results compared to what we have achieved?

Most of my classmates replied saying that they are not satisfied with their results. The lack of Interest in certain subjects pulled down their spirit to study and therefore this is where the lack of effort to maintain consistency in studying happens.

The moral is, plainly saying is not enough to help you achieve your goals in life. What really helps you is your actions, determinations, innovative, dedications that you can set to reach your goal. As the saying goes ?

"If its to be, Its up to me",

I am the decision maker, so what if I make the wrong decisions in life? The time won't stop, the sun will still rise every morning and sets in the evening, whats the point of staying stationary at where I failed and where I stopped. Positively thinking, I won't get wrong results, just that its slightly different from what I expect and from there I will make my choices, make use of the situation and continue to catch my goal.

方大同 - 因為你 MV <3<3<#

2011-05-01T15:17:00.001+08:00

Alright,
I started working on the February of 10th,
Got to work in a counter where you entertain the customer who ask every single questions that you have to repeatedly answer the same thing.
Kelvin quit his job.
Rachel joined us
I handed in my resignation letter for 1 month notice,
Got to enjoy various lunch sets in the new row of shop houses,
I felt that i’m am getting fatter haha !
Awfuly fairwell lunch yucks*
Got a hair-do in my customer’s salon <3<3 please call this number for Tangles Hair Design, Kuala Lumpur open from 11 am to 7 pm Monday to Sunday. *I’d advice you guys to visit during weekdays”
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Packed up my office stuff, CIMB SOTONG, PENS NOTE BOOK sweets …. yada yada yada …

No more aircond room for the whole day

Gotta stay home for the next 2 weeks,

Entering UCTI APIIT in May 16.
COLLEGE TIME FOR MY BABEH XD !

I’m gonna miss my friends in TAD SRI PETALING.

psss * Registered UNIFI XP but celaka appointment date will only be in JULY 11TH le sigh ~

Listen To this XD

Back To Home Town In Melaka XD

2011-04-02T12:25:00.000+08:00

Drove back to Melaka on Friday which is On the April Fool.

Prayed my ancestor's grave.

Enjoy the old buildings in Melaka town.

On leave again - no pay leave though :(

March - Results.

2011-03-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

23rd March 2011.

Meet up my friends in school.

I thought I put on mascara quite well that day but stupid, only look nice on my right eye. Lucky that my fringe was able to cover the ugly one.

Dang, 6 pieces of certificates then only my results.

This is my moment, ....... 1,2,3,4....
Total 6 As and 3 Bs. XD got what I'd expected but I knew I wanted more.

I saw students who scored straight A+s' cried in joy. While some wished that today never came to get their results. While some students like me have a satisfaction look on their faces.

I've meet up with my teachers : Mr Hamdan, Pn Rohaya, Pn Mazni, Cik Aini, Pn Soh, Mrs Francis, Pn Lourdes. Told them how I achieved and day thanks for helping me get through harsh times.

Went out on time to catch my mom fetching my younger sister to school. We hop on and mom fetched us to Mid Valley to celebrate our joy.

Meet my girls :)

I Wish I Catch Up With Time.

2011-03-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

I think the whole OMG SPM result is gonna be out soon has gotten into me lately. According to my working seniors, I wasn't in a good shape today as I serve my customers. Well I think so lol. Just hoping to finish my work in time so I did something *. :)

Nothing ever goes easy on me.

2011-03-20T12:19:00.000+08:00

It's been quite a while for me to sit settle down and write My post.

There were many things that I've been though lately, happiness and depression,

Got a job that I'm satisfied and some little thing.

Failed my driving test, not just once but twice? Don't ask I know know why.

Entering the second month of my job. Getting my spm results real soon. What else?

2011-03-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

I've lost my favorite leather expensive one in a million Sony camera pouch because of my carelessness. Haih, so I've bought a new one as my new phone pouch and card holder :) But I still long for a hard leather cover phone pouch :)

Brown Poodle Dog

2011-01-27T22:05:00.001+08:00

A video clip was recently released in Facebook that creates awareness in public about animal care.The poor dog was abused over and over again and I believe longer that 15 minutes. It’s been dead for 3 years now.

After I've seen so many animal abuse clip, everytime my cat smells my feet, I'll tell him, you are so lucky that you are with me now at this moment <3.

Never Fail To Surprise Me :)

2011-01-25T22:43:00.001+08:00

Ipoh ~ This hometown of mine never never fail to surprise me with its beautiful temples, excellent food and lastly gorgeous scenery ….

Before travelling to Ipoh, I went for a job interview in Kuala Lumpur, went through all the havoc in the morning – jam for more than an hour just to reach K.L. Stepped into the H.R Dept just before 10. Waited. Tick tock tick tock as the waiting room’s clock ticks ~ Another half an hour gone, finally the supervisor is around, get me and the other boy whos still yet to get our SPM Cert. With no interview being held, they hand us a sheet of paper to fill in our personals and answer an email on a paper.

So, in the end I just didn’t get a chance to get interview.
Upon my shattered emotions, just joking*, I quickly packed up my luggage, followed my aunt back to Ipoh for 4 days.

There it is, finally I get to meet you after knowing you for so many years :)

I Can’t Believe This !

2011-01-21T20:39:00.001+08:00

No way man ~~ I can’t believe I was blurred
by my own imaginations and thoughts….
It can’t be and it will never be,
How on earth could I even ….
I was laughing my head off
about what I was drowning in is these days …
Haha, so dear readers out there,
don’t just judge base on your first statement.
Wait for a day or two, you will find out that statement of yours will change into other statements …
Lol, why did I make this post to be so complicated.
Anyway case closed, my statement is wrong, and its not complicated.

BREAK FREE ~~~~
The end ~

Is This The Time … The Moment … ?

2011-01-20T22:44:00.001+08:00

I've been wanting to ask you a very important question,
just don't know I should wait for the right time,
or to even ask you about this ....

Those sleepless nights that I've been through,
Thinking over and over again about
weather is it appropriate to ask you ...

Why has it gotten so complicated since the time
we known each other this long ...

Did I really .... Did I really ..... ?

For I dare not say that, fearing it will be a false statement
or even a joke.

Since when did I not realize seeing this coming .... Since when ...
May I ask .... Is it time ???

Abandon Blog

2011-01-20T00:04:00.001+08:00

There are so many things that I wanna share and post, I even captured some photos and prepared a small note everything that I went through ... But I'm always lazy. Should I delete??

Sent from my iPhone

Currently Listening to Jolin Tsai

2010-12-17T13:22:00.000+08:00

Shopping !!

2010-12-16T23:36:00.001+08:00

Well, good thing is that mom allows me to take a few days off after taking the ACCOUNTS subject on 9th December. So straight away on Friday, we head down to Sungei Wang . We decided to go Sungei Wang first because I need to get my ACER PC Monitor fixed, its still under warranty of course.

For my sisters, we shopped for their clothes at the highest floor, got her some jeans bolero, shorts and had late lunch + early dinner in a Korean Restaurant. I couldn’t get anything from that floor because I can’t see anything nice and once I see one, I don’t like it because its either its showing my arms are too muscular* or my thighs . Please note that i’m not skinny, I’m slightly more meaty hahaha !
So its kinda hard for me to find something nice following the trend now.
Oh yeah forgot to mention, that floor is bloody hot, humid I’m like gasping for air up there. Oh yeah I met Koy Jin and his girl friend there hehe.

So this is my younger sister, thats the jeans bolero I mentioned earlier.
Shes kinda famous in school, well I guess so because every new profile picture she change, she can get 50+ likes in a few days times haha, as an elder sis me, I got a lil jealous. But there is a benefit to it, I got simpler life by don’t need to worry rejecting guys CONSTANTLY. lol. Note* shes my sister. =_=

IKEA–With my family.

2010-12-10T11:29:00.000+08:00

I went to IKEA about a week ago with my family because my mom wanted to buy a damn cheap brush. But overall the petrol expenses turns out to be much more expensive lol.

This trip is the first outing I ever had after exam. Owh the long friggin exam which drags about 5 weeks =_= and now I have about one more paper left on the 20th will be my last economy paper.

We had fun in IKEA looking at all the beautiful settings of furnitures makes me feels like just living here. I'm sure that every one that visits IKEA would have felt the same way not only me.

I would always say this to myself "I wanna earn lots of money, buy a nice place to live in and purchase nice furnitures and hire a professional guy to arrange my furnitures :)"

Yeah that will do, do you hear me the future me. make sure you earn a lot of money to make your life better.

-END-

I watched Robin Hood. Good movie !

2010-12-05T00:44:00.001+08:00

Rise and Rise again, Until Lambs Become Lions. - Thomas Longstride" – from the movie Robin Hood.

Meaningful Lesson

2010-11-25T15:53:00.001+08:00

"At the very end of life we will not be judged by how many diplomas we have received, how much money we have made, how many great things we have done. We will be judge by
'I was hungry, and you gave me something to eat.
I was naked and you clothed me.
I was homeless, and you took me in.'
Hungry not only for bread - but hungry for love. Naked not only for clothing - but naked of human dignity and respect. Homeless not only for want of a home of bricks - but homeless because of rejection."

~ Mother Teresa

Yoritsuki iPhone app !!

2010-11-20T10:32:00.001+08:00

Night time.

Day light.

Yoritsuki iPhone app !! This is beautiful <3

Last moments in class, together.

2010-11-19T12:46:00.000+08:00

2010 – Graduation Day

2010-11-16T23:11:00.001+08:00

Total of five years have pass since the day I first entered High School, on the first day,
I told myself that there is no need to cry because everyone around me are strangers...
Then came a group of friends approaching me being friendly and warm.

5 years have pass since then,
and we're still together going through what's possible in life.
Gossips, last minute studies, Copy homework, looking at athlete's abs,
shooting ice chumps to each other in canteen,
struggling to get highest in math *form 2,
we stick together when there are break ups, Hang out in petrol station,
and even helped me lepak in Mid Valley <3 …

Countless memories we created together while we’re still teenagers,
Countless memories we enjoyed together while we can.

5 years of friendship isn’t considered long nor short,
But the time we spend knowing each other is what it takes to make my life better …
For all you know, the time we are going to spend our college life with new friends,
Might not be any better than school friends.
Because in school, we share our problems be it from family or relationship,
We are not being afraid to let others know what we are
and what we’ve gone though at the back…

But when it comes to college, universities,
Everyone tries to turn over a new leaf, starting fresh and new.
Because we start to care what others thinks about us from the outside,
But never bother to understand whats being inside.
Slowly we learn how to adapt ourselves in the society like an adult,
We’ve no choice but to live a new life…

I … Jo Lynn Chan graduated from high school today !

LiveJournal Tags: smkss graduation day,2010 5A7,puan lim yoke hua

Guitar Boy Sungha Jung <3

2010-11-11T17:13:00.001+08:00

LiveJournal Tags: BiG Bang Haru Haru guitar version,Sungha Hung,Sungkyu Kim

Taylor Swift’s new album realese “Speak Now” !!

2010-11-10T23:14:00.001+08:00

The tracklist :

1. Mine
2. Sparks Fly
3. Back to December
4. Speak Now
5. Dear John
6. Mean
7. The Story of Us
8. Never Grow Up
9. Enchanted
10. Better Than Revenge
11. Innocent
12. Haunted
13. Last Kiss
14. Long Live

I adore her songs so much <3 ….

Paramore: The Only Exception [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

2010-11-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

MORE CLASS PHOTOS AND PICTURES OF BREAD AND CAKES <3 !

2010-11-08T16:01:00.001+08:00

RT Bakery has 28% on their food because its their 7TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY !! AWESOME !

Thanks Biondi Poon for telling me this information :D

My family is just love to eat bread and cakes <3 awww ~~

LiveJournal Tags: Kate-Lyn Gunasekera,Ong Chun Yew,Kan Yin San,RT Bakery store,breads and mini cakes

2010-11-07T18:28:00.000+08:00

After Ford show room in Cheras we went All the way back to Puchung Mitsubishi show room :)

Ford Fiesta

2010-11-07T14:28:00.000+08:00

I was in Ford car show room. Nice car :)

J-Drama Zettai Kareshi

2010-10-30T22:50:00.001+08:00

LiveJournal Tags: J Drama,Zettai Kareshi,Robot Lover,Deserts

I watch this movie swiftly in two days time with total 11 episodes, the story line isn’t too bad.
Story is interesting, romance, lovey dovey feelings of a robot towards human.

I still believe that true love does exist ….

Well, perhaps I’m not mature enough to experience love in my current age,
That explains why ….. There are so many things to be considered of…..

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Food .

Yet, Another Journal about school.

2010-10-30T00:32:00.001+08:00

Only pictures :)

Awesome Possum <3 .

LiveJournal Tags: Michelle Hor,May Ying,5A7 SENTOSA,Awesome,Sex,Kate-Lyn,Chun Yew,Jo Lynn

Motivation To Start Studying

2010-10-27T12:09:00.000+08:00

A hard day to wake up this morning. When my alarm rang, I switch it to wake up later for 2 times....

Oh well I've got no choice but to Attend school today.

Only less than 4 weeks left till SPM ... And I need more motivation oh gosh ....

2010-10-25T13:29:00.000+08:00

Just stop the time ....

Trial Results ....

2010-10-25T10:56:00.001+08:00

Oh gosh, they are all back. My results are back. Some subjects I had rapid improvement... While some dropped into dead shit. O_O

My subjects (with awful marks) :
B.Malaysia - 60

English - 84 (doubt it :/ )

Sejarah - 74 (ahahaa... Get it)

P. Moral - 56 (gahh ugly T.T)

Mathematics - 80 ( happy and not happy at the same time)

Additional Math. - 42 ( from 58-42 I'm total deep shit)

P. Perakaunan - 57 ( I suppose to maintain at least above 75 T.T)

Science - 56 (I think?)

Ekonomi Asas - 67

Haih .... Don't know can ve at least 6 As or not T.T ....

Sent from April Dreams

Stop Wavering My Heart.....

2010-10-17T14:02:00.002+08:00

Dreamt about you,
Woke up,
Hoped that your name appeared in my message box,
Dissapointed.

:( Hate the feeling of waiting for your messages ....

On The Road....

2010-10-10T19:17:00.001+08:00

Cars are patiently waiting and queuing up on a high way just to reach the other end of the road ....

Life is an endless journey that you just have to keep moving on .....

Sent from April Dreams

Hoho No Exam for Today.

2010-10-08T09:00:00.000+08:00

No exam in school today but I'm in school haha.

I was here

2010-10-06T12:40:00.001+08:00

I'm Home.

2010-10-06T10:06:00.002+08:00

Because mum allowed me to skip school a's there aren't any exams for my to sit. So here I am in my own room again .

I'm asking myself why am I not doing anything now ....

PayBox

2010-10-02T10:11:00.000+08:00

PayBox

My Daily Updates For This Week.

2010-10-01T20:06:00.001+08:00

Mon, Sep 27, 6.00 PM
Here I am on the first day of trials exam. I didn't do much revision on it because I had another prep exam for BM last Wednesday and Friday, so kinda pass on that already. But somehow I'm feeling regretful because I didn't make full use of the time given.

P.S approximately 53 days till SPM.

Tues, Sep 28th, 10.30 PM
It was English test today, not that tough. I choose the title "Gifts" to write about my guitar. But compared to Michelle's gifts, a child, mine is just an object which is my guitar. Oh well, see how it turns out when teacher marks it.

P.S 52 more days till SPM.

Wed, Sep 29th , 3.40 PM
I sat for mathematic test today. It was quite challenging. There is either a bonus mark for the first question or I have not done enough practice for it. I hope my marks doesn't goes down. I must get an A for this subject. :( I'm kinda worried for the Additional Math test tomorrow. Pray hard for me XD.

P.S 51 more days till SPM.

Thur, Sep 30th , 2.35 PM
Truth to say that my sisters and I slept in a separate room until my SPM is over. XD I can have the whole room by myself especially in the morning before getting ready to school. And, BOOM ! Add math killed me T.T first thing in the morning I have to crack up my head for paper 2.... I took awfully long to solve the first few questions. What the hell am I going to do when I get back my bad results. Paper 2 was, challenging, there were hard and easy questions, so I hope that my score for paper 1 can help me. Aw god... I think my add math is gonna drop :(. Before i could even change my mood, I have to push myself to memorize all the moral value for tomorrow's moral paper. I'm so bad at memorizing stuff sob*sob*. I hope and I wish I can get an A for this subject. Hope la. Haih.

P.S 50 more days to go till SPM.

Fri, Oct 1, 7.29 PM
First of all, I'd like to wish Michelle Hor a very Happy Birthday. We surprised her with a cake in class. Hope you don't mind us celebrating your birthday in school as exam is still on going haih... So moral was... Ok i guess because practically i woke up at 4.00 AM this morning just to memorize the moral values ONLY. Missed out the kata kunci la haha. They Lydia came over to our class and me, michelle and Lydia had a interesting topic XD. Then I had a straight sleep from around 3.30 PM till 6.00PM. Waste my time sleeping and not revising on economy. Where on earth can I find time to pay that back T.T. I guess I'll have to wake ip at 4.00AM later haih.

P.S 49 more days to SPM.

Sent from April Dreams

Flying kites using fishing rod.

2010-09-30T18:49:00.000+08:00

I'm having tuition now. I mean class not started yet XP so I went out to the balcony just to get some air. Just so to found out there were two kites out there. An old guy was flying It using fishing rod, after so many days trying finally he get it lol.

I hate blogger!!

2010-09-30T14:31:00.001+08:00

WTF somebody hacked my account and posted some crap lol. I hate blogger!!

Sent from April Dreams

When I looked up ...

2010-09-29T15:51:00.002+08:00

This is what I always starred at once I settle down infront of my table for my revision. The big screen monitor has gone. T.T How many more days till I can actually use my computer without the fear thinking when my mom will enter my room.....

Its 2.30 A.M In The Morning

2010-09-26T04:18:00.001+08:00

And … I’m still awake … it has been days that I have difficulties sleeping at night. So I decided to do something instead of wasting my time away struggling to make myself to sleep. Some times I open up my books and start studying, sometimes I picked up a book, like a novel , select a chapter and start typing its contents.

So today, I picked a book given to me from my mom which is :

Generations - A Collection of
Contemporary Malaysian Ideas

Title : Father’s Day (pg. 15)
Author : Kam Raslan

t’s funny how the events of one day can change a person’s live forever. For me, the key event of my life was one which I was not involved. One Sunday in 1970, my parents went foe a drive and my father died. I was four or five and I remember seeing m mother in hospital. She was badly bruised and trying not to cry in a way I’ve seen many times since. I can’t remember asking where my father was but his body was being buried in Perak at the time. To be honest, I can remember very little, not just the events prior to the time are virtually nil.

I can remember my father coming up behind me, putting his hands over my eyes and saying, “Guess who?” That made me giggle like I was being tickled and I would say excitedly, “It’s Daddy.” I remembered getting out of the car at the Kuala Kangsar rest house and I can remember a recurring dream I had of flying down the stairs of our house. I’ve no idea what it meant but it would frighten and excite me at the same time. Even these memories I cannot be sure of because I sometimes wonder if I'm not mistaking them for photographs I’d seen and then imagined myself into. Not long after he died, my mother, two brothers and I moved to England, which is really the land that has defined my consciousness.

Growing up without a father is, by no means, unique. In fact, my father himself was raised not by his father but his uncle. In many cultures around the world, this system is encouraged; the theory being that it helps a man to grow up without unseemly emotional attachments to his parents. Instead, it engenders an objective love. He will then grow up emotionally detached and unencumbered by sentimentality. He will grow up knowing his responsibilities.

There are many, many differences between the way my father was raised and the way that I grew up. He may have lived with his uncle but he did know his father. From what I understand, their relationship was not good; but, for better or for worse, they had each other. My brother and I were too young to understand what a fathers role was and our father at the same time, soon, my eldest brother was returned to Malaysia and my other brother and I went to separate schools. A gap emerged – a gap that has only recently been partially bridged.

Not having a father is not like losing a limb but more like being born without a sense of smell. Try to describe to that person the smell of women’s perfume or the heavy smell of iron before a light rain and he would completely nonplussed. But although he can’t smell, he can still breathe – life goes on.

I can remember staying at a friend’s house when I was about ten and his father tucked me in at night, he tucked the duvet in tight all around my body so that I was encased like a mummy. If felt wonderful to be looked after by his father but I didn’t envy my friend. To me, having a father was a bonus in life and not something that one expected. To me, fathers – real fathers – existed in the past, lived in another country and did great things. They certainly didn’t tuck little boys in at night.

I’m not sure if I speak for all fatherless sons when I say that there is something essentially contradictory in one’s relationship to male authority figures. On the one hand, I have always been drawn towards certain figures.(be they the great man of history or enigmatic rock stars) , figures to whom I’ve been obsessively devoted. And yet, when faced with actual authority (school teachers and especially customs officials), I think, “Why are you telling me this?” The father figure becomes fractional.

I can remember when I was seven or eight, praying to my father. Of course this was not the real man and my prayers were unanswered. Even today, when people who knew him tell me stories, I’m eager to listen. But they knew him as a real person : a living, breathing, laughing, shouting human being. But to me, he is not. He is a myth and, as such, I can make him into whatever I want and I can allow myself to see various aspects of me in that mental image.

Whenever one looks back on the events of the past, it is always tempting to imagine the
“what ifs”. If that single event had not happened, my life would have taken a completely different path, what would I like? What job would I be doing? Would my father have liked me and would I have liked him? Of course these questions can never be answered and I don’t worry unduly anyway. It’s not to say that I am glad that my father died (I would have loved to have known him), but I am glad to have met the people that I have met and to be pursuing the career that I have chosen.

If I do a regret, it would be the distance that his death has placed between his culture and myself. On the occasions that I visited Malaysia, I felt myself becoming progressively alienated, now that I have returned, it is a conscious effort to lean what I would otherwise have known generous and sympathetic, time and effort are keys.

There is a company which still bears his name and a few months ago I drove there at night to take a picture of the plaque (I felt like it). As I did so, I could here some people laughing at me. When I got the pictures back, I discovered that the labs had decided not to print that picture. Memories may dim and other people may not understand my interest but I am extremely proud of my father’s life. The next step for me is to get past the myth and discover the reality. But can one ever do that with a man who is dead?

Men’s Review, June 1995.

LiveJournal Tags: Generations,Generations - A Collection of Contemporary Malaysian Ideas,Malaysian Ideas,Father’s Day,Kam Raslan

Well, that's the first chapter I picked from this book.To be continued.

Can You Give Me Some Space ?

2010-09-07T11:01:00.005+08:00

Dear Nature :

My damned exam is so near but yet you always pull the trigger at me. Why? Because I'm stupid? Is that what you've been wanting to tell me? You know what? You don't have to tell me, from the way you act, the way you yell I can feel the anger in you.

Somehow, I can only sit there quietly and accept your lecturing... I can study, and I want to study, But ! I don't and I can't study till that extreme ! I will try to get as many A's a's possible but with you pushing so eagerly at my back, I will just fall down. Do you get me? I am not born with a super brain that can turn as fast as anyone else in my school. Or that's at least what I think it is.

Now that you've gone over the board, please don't be surprise if I do anything unusual in the future. So what if I use the sticky note method to concentrate or remind things? That's my way for study be it right or wrong. Do not say it's a stupid way because at least I did something to prove to you that I really what to study. But don't go like insult what I am doing even though it is stupid. Please give me some space. I know I am a bomb to you, don't trigger it.

I know my results are bad, if I still score like that in SPM, let me face the future my self, If I regret, let me alone regret about it. I know you care about me, I know you're concern about my future. But I want to tell you this, it's my life I'm living.

Here Goes My PS Artwork XD.

2010-09-05T22:14:00.001+08:00

LiveJournal Tags: 1920 x 1080 wallpapers,photoshop-ed pictures,PS vectors and brushes

First of all, I would like to tell whoever is reading this that I've got these brushes, pictures, vectors from everywhere with the help from Google Search. The purpose of me telling you guys this is that these pictures that I’ve design/created are not 100% my effort. But nevertheless, leave me some comments if you want, because I would like to improve my skills too. Thank you.

My Sister’s New Phone

2010-08-29T09:40:00.001+08:00

Sweet Right XD?

Taskete Onnegaishimas.

2010-08-28T19:15:00.003+08:00

Sweet Satan is whispering beside my ears, where is my angel?

I've been sealed away by a curse, if anyone can see through me.

I've been losing grip of my precious time, can anyone understand me?

There is always a death melody playing beside my ears, it is drawing nearer and nearer, is there anyone to pull me out of this?

What A Life…

2010-08-26T23:06:00.001+08:00

FML - Found my toothpaste in the toilet bowl =_____=